guys...imagine this...
ive been close friend with this girl since form 1 smpi form 2 back then at boarding school...
i mean, were extremely close especially both of us come from the same primary school (CBN), so mmg we clicking our ass off~
ykno during tht time, exchanging crushes stories is like sumthin very common...
i had my personal stalking object and she had hers...hihihi (^-^)>
everyday she babled bout Mr X, mmg tahap jatuh cinta mati x igt dunia...even a vibe of his presence bole make her fall deeply in love. Well, im being very supportive following her stalking moments...hihihi..it was so funny!!!
x malu punya junior intai2 class senior...(>0<)O
tht guy was our one year senior...
when i left borading school end of year 2, we stop exchanging love stories and i cnt join her binocularing nemore...
so people, try to put urself in my shoe...
one day, i saw her online bubble was blinking yellow, we had a nice long lost life updates; love family and friends...
and who could have thought tht tht particular guy me n my fwen ve been stalking, is actually her
goin-2-b fiancee...
yess...
theyre getting engaged!!!! its tis upcoming june...!!!! \(>0<)/
O M G
talk bout love at first sight...
p/s: congratulation Mrs X goin-to-be!
the end
Monday, May 31, 2010
Sunday, May 30, 2010
i ned to know u more...
plan nak buat sketchup giler2 in sat & sun...ok
weekdays focus fashion show....ok
pagi sabtu kawan baik kehilangan ayah...ok
ptg nak smbg buat keje....poof! pc tak bole bukak...
tak giv up..cuba bukak lagi...still tak bole...
dah rs cm nak nangis tp still x giv up..cuber lg....tak bole lagi....
takde backup file...ok...
tido jer la dulu..esok pagi fix kt senior....ok
tak bole tido sebab risau sgt...banyak giler tak siap lg...ok
bgn awal pagi...ok
dah siap fix dlm tghari cmtu...alhamdulillah..
makan lunch balik..buat skethup..ok
buat non stop smpi due 12 malam...x siap lg...
rumah sgt besar...ok...
mati aku...
-the end-
weekdays focus fashion show....ok
pagi sabtu kawan baik kehilangan ayah...ok
ptg nak smbg buat keje....poof! pc tak bole bukak...
tak giv up..cuba bukak lagi...still tak bole...
dah rs cm nak nangis tp still x giv up..cuber lg....tak bole lagi....
takde backup file...ok...
tido jer la dulu..esok pagi fix kt senior....ok
tak bole tido sebab risau sgt...banyak giler tak siap lg...ok
bgn awal pagi...ok
dah siap fix dlm tghari cmtu...alhamdulillah..
makan lunch balik..buat skethup..ok
buat non stop smpi due 12 malam...x siap lg...
rumah sgt besar...ok...
mati aku...
-the end-
Saturday, May 29, 2010
(T-T)
it started out as a gathering plan but turn out to be a lot of sadness grief for our dear friend, Nur Farah who just lost her loving father due to cancer.
plz be strong yer faa...
love you...
p/s: who would imagine, my two close friends lost their parent in the same year.
Al-fatihah
-the end-
Friday, May 28, 2010
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
is it real?
last nite...around 2 30 minutes to 3 in the morning. i went back from the usual archustic practise. the sound of my tapping shoe in a slow mo relaxing tempo was noising up the zero desibel area around mahala asiah...
walking through blocks and blocks to reach mine which situated at the furthest end. Following my usual trodden route short cut, i suddenly saw a dark figure before me. The dark settings decorating itself with minimal fluorescent, testing my astigmatism quality.
as i approaching the J doe, the figure starts to shine its true color. Its the security guard. busy eyeing on something. I was clueless and the degree of self curiosity invading my brain.
me: nape mak guard...tgk ape tu?
mak guard: xder...tadi da tembak pelali kat monyet ni lps tu tak tawu maner dier jatuh...ni 'semua' tengah mencari la ni...
her term 'semua' pulls my consciousness. looking 360 degree in where i stand, i see no one else but me and the guard still cntinue her single focus towards the bushes...
getting a little freaky with the situation and i realize the time is reaching 3. i add the beat of my footsteps and cntinue walking towards my block with my eye still fixed at the accentricity of the mak guard's action.
as i slowly turn my head upfront facing my way, i freeze...
a medium size dog, height reaching my below chest level, standing few steps away from me. staring at me while breathing heavily projecting his inner doggy vocal.
i wanted to scream on top of my lungs but i fear the dog wud attacked me...aftr i regain my strenght to move, i turn very slowly and dashed towards the other side of my block's staircase.
'dont turn back dont turn back dont turn back'
the dog ws barking extremely loud and i try to ignore the sound and ran as fast as possible towards the stairs... 'i juz hope he didnt follow me'
(>-<)
as i reach my level, i let out a huge sigh of relief. thank God.......MEOWWW!!!!
OMG!!!!where did u came from!!!#$^&!!! accidently step on its tail and the sudden present of the black cat ran very fast in my way to my room...
i follow her cute bumbum swifting left n right, eagerly running away from me...she mus hav been in pain from tht step...
as she turn right at the corner....shes gone...shes juz dissaper...gone...
....i donno why...but my feelings at tht moment was...unexplainable...the guard...the dog...and the black cat...which is real and which is not?
-the end-
walking through blocks and blocks to reach mine which situated at the furthest end. Following my usual trodden route short cut, i suddenly saw a dark figure before me. The dark settings decorating itself with minimal fluorescent, testing my astigmatism quality.
as i approaching the J doe, the figure starts to shine its true color. Its the security guard. busy eyeing on something. I was clueless and the degree of self curiosity invading my brain.
me: nape mak guard...tgk ape tu?
mak guard: xder...tadi da tembak pelali kat monyet ni lps tu tak tawu maner dier jatuh...ni 'semua' tengah mencari la ni...
her term 'semua' pulls my consciousness. looking 360 degree in where i stand, i see no one else but me and the guard still cntinue her single focus towards the bushes...
getting a little freaky with the situation and i realize the time is reaching 3. i add the beat of my footsteps and cntinue walking towards my block with my eye still fixed at the accentricity of the mak guard's action.
as i slowly turn my head upfront facing my way, i freeze...
a medium size dog, height reaching my below chest level, standing few steps away from me. staring at me while breathing heavily projecting his inner doggy vocal.
i wanted to scream on top of my lungs but i fear the dog wud attacked me...aftr i regain my strenght to move, i turn very slowly and dashed towards the other side of my block's staircase.
'dont turn back dont turn back dont turn back'
the dog ws barking extremely loud and i try to ignore the sound and ran as fast as possible towards the stairs... 'i juz hope he didnt follow me'
(>-<)
as i reach my level, i let out a huge sigh of relief. thank God.......MEOWWW!!!!
OMG!!!!where did u came from!!!#$^&!!! accidently step on its tail and the sudden present of the black cat ran very fast in my way to my room...
i follow her cute bumbum swifting left n right, eagerly running away from me...she mus hav been in pain from tht step...
as she turn right at the corner....shes gone...shes juz dissaper...gone...
....i donno why...but my feelings at tht moment was...unexplainable...the guard...the dog...and the black cat...which is real and which is not?
-the end-
Monday, May 24, 2010
a working mother...
yo bloggerz! (^0^)/
hmm..my heart was a little scratchy today aftr a little scene happen in my unggas class...
Mr K was babling bout how wife shud stop working aftr she gets married and he dont believe how can a mother give love to her own child if she herself is bundle up with her work...?
i was totally disagree with his hypothetical ideas becoz i extremely believe it is possible...
'like mr J K L said
'if theres a will, theres a way...' (^-^)d
PLUS! my mom sendiri is a very busy women and she could cope with multiple responsibility one at a time! Making her as my idol is enough to prove the possibility~
While my mind was screwing up with hardcore objection towards Mr K, i didnt realize how my head was obviously swifting left to right of total disagreement...
the fact tht it pulls Mr K's attention...
'OUR SISTER HERE DISAGREE!!' WHY?!'
then, i start to express what i belief is possible and include my mom in the bucket as well. I havent finish explaining yet he cuts me off and make his own conclusion which really bugs me! (>0<)O
'i can never imagine how u and ur mother can have a stone love if your mother is always out there working and shes not with you and obviously when shes home, ur already sleeping'
i was in a situation where normal daughter who loves her mother so much and knows how much she sacrifice for you bearing with the fact tht the lecturer standing before you are jeopardizing your relationship with your mother and making a final conclusion based on your less than 5 seconds deliberation.... (T-<)O
somehow...it really breaks my heart...
But after a while, my positive button was blinking and the scratch juz fades away.
Y shud i be oppose with a single sentence from a person who dont know me tht much...
its fair enough tht i knw how much my mom dah sacrifice for me. I dont need Mr K to undertsand...
juz accept the fact tht some people undertsand, and some juz dont... b(^-^)d
p/s: i love you mommy~ muahx!
-the end-
Saturday, May 22, 2010
friendship...hmm
people out there, dont take it too personal bout the things i said...
sumtimes, i juz need to let it out and later on i feel totally ok with what i was messin with my brain a minute ago....
i dont even understand my mood swing issue as well.
That is y i always had had my own personal diary, juz to make my mind clear off with such small pathetic things which shudnt have had spoilt my innocent brain emotionally....
Diary or blogging
is juz my way of turning off those bad assumptions and ideas on how things around me r controlling my emotion...thats juz it...
let say it helps me emotionally and spiritually,
I love to be friends with any of u peeps out thre no matter which gender u r placing urself at, i have problems with lelaki is becoz of my lack of experience around guys. Ive been studying in girl school my whole life and i dont go tuition so often. Basically, i sux around guys..
and to be honest, im still learning... to be loved and love is far from my capabilities right now... I juz needed my own qulaity time to develop...and now is not the time yet. And im pretty sure with myself...
gurls and guys are equally complicated to undertsand, i dont go sex-cism here...its just that ive been around gurls a lot more thts y i came up with my personal assumption which is generally not so true.
So people, no hard feelings yo...Im juz havin my one minute crisis in friendship philosophy...
anyone in the world is a friend to me if they fit the quote i personally believe so much
'a friend in need, is a friend indeed'
you give and you take,
that is why i really am not comfortable taking too much advantage from other people if i dont know what is the best thing i could give back instead of being a good friend for you...
n(^-^)n dont be shy to give me advices if i ever unintentionally hurt ur feelings coz im no perfect human, i do mistakes as well yo...
-the end-
sumtimes, i juz need to let it out and later on i feel totally ok with what i was messin with my brain a minute ago....
i dont even understand my mood swing issue as well.
That is y i always had had my own personal diary, juz to make my mind clear off with such small pathetic things which shudnt have had spoilt my innocent brain emotionally....
Diary or blogging
is juz my way of turning off those bad assumptions and ideas on how things around me r controlling my emotion...thats juz it...
let say it helps me emotionally and spiritually,
I love to be friends with any of u peeps out thre no matter which gender u r placing urself at, i have problems with lelaki is becoz of my lack of experience around guys. Ive been studying in girl school my whole life and i dont go tuition so often. Basically, i sux around guys..
and to be honest, im still learning... to be loved and love is far from my capabilities right now... I juz needed my own qulaity time to develop...and now is not the time yet. And im pretty sure with myself...
gurls and guys are equally complicated to undertsand, i dont go sex-cism here...its just that ive been around gurls a lot more thts y i came up with my personal assumption which is generally not so true.
So people, no hard feelings yo...Im juz havin my one minute crisis in friendship philosophy...
anyone in the world is a friend to me if they fit the quote i personally believe so much
'a friend in need, is a friend indeed'
you give and you take,
that is why i really am not comfortable taking too much advantage from other people if i dont know what is the best thing i could give back instead of being a good friend for you...
n(^-^)n dont be shy to give me advices if i ever unintentionally hurt ur feelings coz im no perfect human, i do mistakes as well yo...
-the end-
Friday, May 21, 2010
grrrr....!!!
guys...
i can never understand them...
i wanna be friends, they took it differently...
i said i dont wanna go, they go forcing you...
i said i dont know what to say, the keep on pressuring you to speak...
i give all this reason y, they never accept...
i said i was tired, they think i was overreacting...
i said i cant do it, they go pushing you so hard...
when im being myself, they go wondering y im acting like a total stranger...
when i wear sumthin tht im totally comfortable, they go kutuk2 they way im dressing...
when i dun go entertain them for some reason i wasnt in the mood, they make assumption that they were less important to you
for all those times we spend...i wasnt replying two messages from u, cud u come up with such heartless remarks on me!
how is it that make u look important to me? Y is it much pressuring to make one dude friend happy rather than ur usual girls?
do u even take me as ur friend?? honestly dude! tell me?! if u take me as sumthin else, that probably answered the capital Q y ur acting so weird when i didnt replied ur non ER msges... dont go to far...
ive done with this...
to be honest, girlfriends are less complicated to be with...
p/s: giv up...
-the end-
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Monday, May 17, 2010
im staring at the blank white paper...
Staring at the blank white paper
Figuring the best word to write after
Tho the time keeps ticking
and the fan excitedly spinning
The mysterious words of heart
cant seem to find a way to start
Flipping through my little songs creation
Such worthless number
yet highly passion
Conveying messages about my thoughts
Things that i have been silently brief alot
And now im trying to add the number
But this brain seems a little dumber
Even a title of love as to begin
I dont even know the potential melody to sing
Im staring at the blank white paper
Am still figuring out what to write after
-the end-
Figuring the best word to write after
Tho the time keeps ticking
and the fan excitedly spinning
The mysterious words of heart
cant seem to find a way to start
Flipping through my little songs creation
Such worthless number
yet highly passion
Conveying messages about my thoughts
Things that i have been silently brief alot
And now im trying to add the number
But this brain seems a little dumber
Even a title of love as to begin
I dont even know the potential melody to sing
Im staring at the blank white paper
Am still figuring out what to write after
-the end-
Sunday, May 16, 2010
IT IT IT
i had THE most tiring weekend for the semester! having to crunched my unfashionable brain to pick some kain kat jalan tar (but i had fun tho jalan2 with u my dear~) (^-^)n anyhow basically some of the materials are settled....still a lot more collecting to go...(recycled material liao), nites performance practise, unggas, PC to settle...oh yesss!!!
and the next day is my PC SHIPPING DAY~ weehuuU!!! finally!! i juz wan it to get done ASAP coz my sektchup work is starting to get deluded with low ram memory wtv wtv bla bla bla...
but during the process...ive learnt a lot from the seniors...pcs and stuff...well, u kno why i dunno much bout computers?
ehem...heres a start...
since i ws a baby kan...everytime berlaku any electrical, mechanical problem in the house, my parents wud go for my sister...they never pick me to do the job...and even a simple shut down operation pon, my dad prefer my sister to settle the minor problem.
Awal2 mmg la jeles and i feel like they dont tink im good enuff to handle tis...but lama2, i take it as an opportunity for me to ignore the annoying IT and juz folow jer my sister yg hebat tu..., i depend on her very much as my parents
after she started to specializing in computer engineering, lg la~ everythin i did to the computer is a virus to her and my confidence started to pouring and juz let myself folow her rythm of IT intelect~
Now, since ive own a PC! theres a lot of work to do!!! i ned to lern bck all this stuff!!! smua yg before this was less important to me had become a major part of my life!! walaopon diri terasa agak bodo biler tanya such simple cmputer questions like 'motehrboard tu ape? CPU tu ape? memory tu cmne?' but thts juz life. I was the one who decided to ignore their existance and now i had to face the fact tht i dunno much bout it!!!
(T-T) haih~ but im really eager to learn... and stop depending on kakak anymore...im no longer ur slaves of IT intelect...i cn use MY own BRAIN noww!!! yipeee!!!
~the end~
and the next day is my PC SHIPPING DAY~ weehuuU!!! finally!! i juz wan it to get done ASAP coz my sektchup work is starting to get deluded with low ram memory wtv wtv bla bla bla...
but during the process...ive learnt a lot from the seniors...pcs and stuff...well, u kno why i dunno much bout computers?
ehem...heres a start...
since i ws a baby kan...everytime berlaku any electrical, mechanical problem in the house, my parents wud go for my sister...they never pick me to do the job...and even a simple shut down operation pon, my dad prefer my sister to settle the minor problem.
Awal2 mmg la jeles and i feel like they dont tink im good enuff to handle tis...but lama2, i take it as an opportunity for me to ignore the annoying IT and juz folow jer my sister yg hebat tu..., i depend on her very much as my parents
after she started to specializing in computer engineering, lg la~ everythin i did to the computer is a virus to her and my confidence started to pouring and juz let myself folow her rythm of IT intelect~
Now, since ive own a PC! theres a lot of work to do!!! i ned to lern bck all this stuff!!! smua yg before this was less important to me had become a major part of my life!! walaopon diri terasa agak bodo biler tanya such simple cmputer questions like 'motehrboard tu ape? CPU tu ape? memory tu cmne?' but thts juz life. I was the one who decided to ignore their existance and now i had to face the fact tht i dunno much bout it!!!
(T-T) haih~ but im really eager to learn... and stop depending on kakak anymore...im no longer ur slaves of IT intelect...i cn use MY own BRAIN noww!!! yipeee!!!
~the end~
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
5 topics~
1. Myself
you kno wat? Theres a bunch of good stuff happen when ur on ur own...I mean not getting too clicky and hav time tto be by urself...personal quality time i wud say~ ^^
You see, ive been separated from my dearest roomates for this semester which i took pretty bad at first, BUT now i can actually visualize the whole beautiful picture here.
2. Interest
anyhow i ws thinking of composing a song but i cnt think of any... what i cn recall from my previous songs i mould was based on my personal life stories which gave that sort of BANG! feeling in ur heart n there goes the pen and paper n walah!!! but it has been than 5 months since i last compose a song... inspiration inspiration~ zero...
3. family
my sister juz got a call for an interview~ lets put our hands together n pray for her success liao~ i really hope she gets acceptd...
tht company will be freakin rugi la if they x hire my sis coz shes F nerd in computer engineering and shes like the one n only person in my life yg her eyes gets all shiny and bulat watching discovery channel and history... (>_*)>
4. Cats
tadi kt kaed jumpe this kitten dodok jer kt sudut tangga n im sure tht kitty was sick tp biler nak approach jer dier marah...so i better off from disturbin her painful bubble. i juz hope ur ok... plz... everyday i pray tht i wont go jumpe dead cats coz it hurts to see them... soul-less... even cats gave a final painful expression aftr dieing... i cnt imagine how sakit it is biler nyawa kena tarik.
5. Desktop
Hv to make sure consult senior ajim tonite... i want it to settle ASAP... my laptop da start to laging with sketUp works... ><
the end
you kno wat? Theres a bunch of good stuff happen when ur on ur own...I mean not getting too clicky and hav time tto be by urself...personal quality time i wud say~ ^^
You see, ive been separated from my dearest roomates for this semester which i took pretty bad at first, BUT now i can actually visualize the whole beautiful picture here.
2. Interest
anyhow i ws thinking of composing a song but i cnt think of any... what i cn recall from my previous songs i mould was based on my personal life stories which gave that sort of BANG! feeling in ur heart n there goes the pen and paper n walah!!! but it has been than 5 months since i last compose a song... inspiration inspiration~ zero...
3. family
my sister juz got a call for an interview~ lets put our hands together n pray for her success liao~ i really hope she gets acceptd...
tht company will be freakin rugi la if they x hire my sis coz shes F nerd in computer engineering and shes like the one n only person in my life yg her eyes gets all shiny and bulat watching discovery channel and history... (>_*)>
4. Cats
tadi kt kaed jumpe this kitten dodok jer kt sudut tangga n im sure tht kitty was sick tp biler nak approach jer dier marah...so i better off from disturbin her painful bubble. i juz hope ur ok... plz... everyday i pray tht i wont go jumpe dead cats coz it hurts to see them... soul-less... even cats gave a final painful expression aftr dieing... i cnt imagine how sakit it is biler nyawa kena tarik.
5. Desktop
Hv to make sure consult senior ajim tonite... i want it to settle ASAP... my laptop da start to laging with sketUp works... ><
the end
Monday, May 10, 2010
be strong yew...
if nothin happen...the plan, insyallah, is gonna work out well...
soon..
*cross my finger*
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p/s: i hope my dear fren farah to be extra kuat facing such unfortunate situation..we all love you...
the end
soon..
*cross my finger*
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p/s: i hope my dear fren farah to be extra kuat facing such unfortunate situation..we all love you...
the end
Saturday, May 8, 2010
alahai doktor.....
mira: doct...i hav been suffering from this ******....elp me...
doctor: well...how long hav u been erm..suffering?
mira: erm..lemme see...'mommy, when did we went to 'banDUNG'?
doctor: (monolog in her head) 'menganDUNG?'
mommy: psst..lst 2 weeks...
mira: oh yess...2 weeks doctor... (^-^)v
doctor: so..congratulation..ur pregnant 2 weeks already~
mira: eHHhhhhHH!!!????/
mommy: aaaaAAkkkKk!!!! ANAK AKU PREGNANT?!!!
mira: NoOOoOooo!!! misunderstanding...communication problemm!! nOooo!! IM NOT PREGNANT!!! aiyoo!!!
(>_*)> *thump*
the end
doctor: well...how long hav u been erm..suffering?
mira: erm..lemme see...'mommy, when did we went to 'banDUNG'?
doctor: (monolog in her head) 'menganDUNG?'
mommy: psst..lst 2 weeks...
mira: oh yess...2 weeks doctor... (^-^)v
doctor: so..congratulation..ur pregnant 2 weeks already~
mira: eHHhhhhHH!!!????/
mommy: aaaaAAkkkKk!!!! ANAK AKU PREGNANT?!!!
mira: NoOOoOooo!!! misunderstanding...communication problemm!! nOooo!! IM NOT PREGNANT!!! aiyoo!!!
(>_*)> *thump*
the end
GLEE FLASHMOB
ok...once i knew about the flashmob glee through some guy's blog...i knew i was meant to be a part of the programme... GLEE KOWT!!!
ehem ehem...control control...jgn excited sgt...
last night i was struggling to hafal the choreograph and it took me bout 2hours to cover the moves (despite being scream out by *******)
i ws so excited bout the plan, i sleep very well and woke up for subuh and straight away drive to kedai mamak n had our early roti canai breakfast...
aftr doin my final personal rehersal kat rumah in front of my loyal reflection...da puas hati....zwooshhh~ drive to mid!!
skip skip SKIP!
it show time baby!!!
the kids started the gimic by doin a performance n the othr undercover dancers were acting as an audience!!!
then aftr the performance ends tetiber klua our music n we all screammm n get in position...tyme ni mmg bnyk giler camera dtg approach n people from each level tgk from above cm sardin dlm tin...!!
one sw camera approach me n i get all excited with the attention n went dancing enthusiastically!!! im so happy!!! (^0^)/
tis is one of the greatest experience in my life...
*smile*
-the end-
ehem ehem...control control...jgn excited sgt...
last night i was struggling to hafal the choreograph and it took me bout 2hours to cover the moves (despite being scream out by *******)
i ws so excited bout the plan, i sleep very well and woke up for subuh and straight away drive to kedai mamak n had our early roti canai breakfast...
aftr doin my final personal rehersal kat rumah in front of my loyal reflection...da puas hati....zwooshhh~ drive to mid!!
skip skip SKIP!
it show time baby!!!
the kids started the gimic by doin a performance n the othr undercover dancers were acting as an audience!!!
then aftr the performance ends tetiber klua our music n we all screammm n get in position...tyme ni mmg bnyk giler camera dtg approach n people from each level tgk from above cm sardin dlm tin...!!
one sw camera approach me n i get all excited with the attention n went dancing enthusiastically!!! im so happy!!! (^0^)/
tis is one of the greatest experience in my life...
*smile*
-the end-
Thursday, May 6, 2010
handle a fashion show? me?! seriously....ME?!!!
owh man...im handling fashion show? wat?!
i dunno how the heck deli (bukan nama sebenar) got the idea of putting me in such category...i mean...dude...i dont go into fashion...i wear anything thts totally comfy and to me...cool and casual... usual neutral color cardigans, and sleeveless long tops with cool scribbling...
if u talk bout make ups....im totally out of tht league! i juz simply dab sum powder, little emo eye liner and im done!....i did try make up once n i look totally GAY!!! seriously man!!! u cn ask yaya/boo/lissa/mai/yah....TOTALLY GAY!!
and now ur askin me...ME to handle a serious FASHION SHOW!!??? i mean....WHATTT!!!! okok...relax...mira...relax...
ive been flippin sum fashion magazines and stuff..(omg! i dun feel like myself nemore!)...and ive been youtubing lists of fashion shows....weird fashion...some i cnt even swallow...ader ker org nak pakai ni? ....and my ideas r not pouring at all...the glass is still f empty!...omg omg...ok mira...don panic...
dah la wireless sgt slow...cmne nak download songs?! God! im really relying on the juniors a lot...i mean, for God sake its nanna who seems to dress well...define..in fashion and fifi on the other hand...presenting himself like a pro designer....
sorry juniors...i cn elp u guys some architecture advice but not FASHION! no no NO NO!! (>0<)O phew...anyho...gotta be positive and im opening my heart to the new era of junk to funk fashion show~ the least i cn cntribute is to kep the progress moving and elp them out with the dress (OMG! i dunt even kno how to sew?!)....and yess...pick songs....song is fine with me...
w(_._)w *pengsan*
the end
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
is there love?
mah sleeping hour is jackjocking, mah meal time is swishosing, everything seems to scattered here n there...
i juz gotta organize it back into place...! (>0<)O anyways, the time struck at 1 am and iium wifi seems to get all activted n i dun wanna miss the once in a blue moon opportunity to harass the online pages in mah room at this freaky sleeping hour!!! wehuuU!!!! wiiiiii~~~
wellllll, ive been thinking a lot lately, rationally of coz...bout my relationship. it didnt work out so well. if u guys ask me why? no pointing faults here...sumtimes, things just dont go as well as we plan....
its hard when it comes to deciding sumthing which eventually will, without hesitation, affect other people's heart n soul. Im trying so very hard to make the consequences as minor and safe as posibble coz ive been through the part as well...before...n it hurts a lot...trust me...and im sure some of u guys out there hav felt it b4....kan?
nothing much occur...no huge fights...fatal arguments...nothing...but as the wind passes by, my feelings and personal instinct tells me to folow my heart and my heart says it all...., i cnt force myself to cntinue doin things im nt really into it...i dont know why at first...but later on...i knew i wasnt quite ready for a serious relationship...im happy the way i am.... standing on my own feet without being own by anyone...if ur talkin bout love...i have lots of friends and family to adore (and ur one of them...^^...yess kaw laa...u kno who u r)
im totally aware tht any decision i make, will nt juz reflect my own very soul...but also the other. Therefore, im trying very hard to be fair for both of us...you wont feel happy knowing im nt following the ryhtm of our relationship and i wont feel happy as well knowin im nt quite ready to be serious...
meaning...i dun joke around wit tis...i take it very seriously...u might say im being shallow bla bla bla masih jaoh...muder lagi...but i dont deal wit things tht way...i look farrrr to the future...n havin unfortunate histories exxagerating my cautiousness... (>_<)>
relax. think bout it. consider the upcoming consequences. be fair to both sides. decide. be happy. no regrets
the end
i juz gotta organize it back into place...! (>0<)O anyways, the time struck at 1 am and iium wifi seems to get all activted n i dun wanna miss the once in a blue moon opportunity to harass the online pages in mah room at this freaky sleeping hour!!! wehuuU!!!! wiiiiii~~~
wellllll, ive been thinking a lot lately, rationally of coz...bout my relationship. it didnt work out so well. if u guys ask me why? no pointing faults here...sumtimes, things just dont go as well as we plan....
its hard when it comes to deciding sumthing which eventually will, without hesitation, affect other people's heart n soul. Im trying so very hard to make the consequences as minor and safe as posibble coz ive been through the part as well...before...n it hurts a lot...trust me...and im sure some of u guys out there hav felt it b4....kan?
nothing much occur...no huge fights...fatal arguments...nothing...but as the wind passes by, my feelings and personal instinct tells me to folow my heart and my heart says it all...., i cnt force myself to cntinue doin things im nt really into it...i dont know why at first...but later on...i knew i wasnt quite ready for a serious relationship...im happy the way i am.... standing on my own feet without being own by anyone...if ur talkin bout love...i have lots of friends and family to adore (and ur one of them...^^...yess kaw laa...u kno who u r)
im totally aware tht any decision i make, will nt juz reflect my own very soul...but also the other. Therefore, im trying very hard to be fair for both of us...you wont feel happy knowing im nt following the ryhtm of our relationship and i wont feel happy as well knowin im nt quite ready to be serious...
meaning...i dun joke around wit tis...i take it very seriously...u might say im being shallow bla bla bla masih jaoh...muder lagi...but i dont deal wit things tht way...i look farrrr to the future...n havin unfortunate histories exxagerating my cautiousness... (>_<)>
relax. think bout it. consider the upcoming consequences. be fair to both sides. decide. be happy. no regrets
the end
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
(=_=)
woho!
aftr almost a month x meet him...the long gone memories and feelings refreshes again. update lifes and exchnge pwesent~ tenkiu...
yesterday had had our first practice for archustic and everything was fun fun FUN!!!
lps dgr idea neshy i juz hope everything fits into every part yg dah well plan coz im sure if this idea really went out perfect, its gonna end HUGE~!
then balik around 1 am lebey...sleepy sleepy~ and tmrow clas gonna b at 8.30am...aiyo~
and tis tyme x bole lmbt lg...last week i tot the clss was at 9 and everyone had to wait for me lama giler...sian diorg... (>_<)>
oh! and tis mornin aftr CAD class, lari pegi jalan2 around my house area dgn my buddiezzzz...jdi tour guide diorg...bebeeellll jer the whole journey...tihihihih~ ^^ seronok kot biler diorg dtg lepak at MY area coz ive been to THEIR area around PJ saner tu slalu da kot... skali skal diorg dtg...im so happy~ ^^
and and AND!!!!! we also klua n MAMAM sushi...walaahh!! deliciouss!! smua org very good gurl, makan sampai licin and aftr tht dodok terbaring mcm org gemuk sambil gelak2...(tak shenonoh)...burp! ops! scuse me...
pastu hantar ina kt kete...dier nak balik rumah coz blok diorg panas smpi susah nak tido last nite... the temp in my block doesnt distract me much...so i dun really kno mcmane kondisi blik diorg...
hantar 'yany' g clinic amik obat batuk...haih...now everyone sick sick sick only...the weather seems to constatly changing drastically....as if they were unable to decide which weather to turn on... kejap hujan kejap panas terik~ *lap2 peluh*
ok...thts all...tq~
p/s: kakak saya ckp, klau cuaca panas sgt, g cuci rmbut...mak saya cakap klau cuaca panas sgt...rajin2 la minum plain water~
-the end-
aftr almost a month x meet him...the long gone memories and feelings refreshes again. update lifes and exchnge pwesent~ tenkiu...
yesterday had had our first practice for archustic and everything was fun fun FUN!!!
lps dgr idea neshy i juz hope everything fits into every part yg dah well plan coz im sure if this idea really went out perfect, its gonna end HUGE~!
then balik around 1 am lebey...sleepy sleepy~ and tmrow clas gonna b at 8.30am...aiyo~
and tis tyme x bole lmbt lg...last week i tot the clss was at 9 and everyone had to wait for me lama giler...sian diorg... (>_<)>
oh! and tis mornin aftr CAD class, lari pegi jalan2 around my house area dgn my buddiezzzz...jdi tour guide diorg...bebeeellll jer the whole journey...tihihihih~ ^^ seronok kot biler diorg dtg lepak at MY area coz ive been to THEIR area around PJ saner tu slalu da kot... skali skal diorg dtg...im so happy~ ^^
and and AND!!!!! we also klua n MAMAM sushi...walaahh!! deliciouss!! smua org very good gurl, makan sampai licin and aftr tht dodok terbaring mcm org gemuk sambil gelak2...(tak shenonoh)...burp! ops! scuse me...
pastu hantar ina kt kete...dier nak balik rumah coz blok diorg panas smpi susah nak tido last nite... the temp in my block doesnt distract me much...so i dun really kno mcmane kondisi blik diorg...
hantar 'yany' g clinic amik obat batuk...haih...now everyone sick sick sick only...the weather seems to constatly changing drastically....as if they were unable to decide which weather to turn on... kejap hujan kejap panas terik~ *lap2 peluh*
ok...thts all...tq~
p/s: kakak saya ckp, klau cuaca panas sgt, g cuci rmbut...mak saya cakap klau cuaca panas sgt...rajin2 la minum plain water~
-the end-
Sunday, May 2, 2010
bandung pictures...! (part 1)
bye bye pelik~ jaga umah~
ou! taxi's here!
smpi da lcct!
free tax chocolates!!
boarding!!!!
vandalizing the tickets~ weee brommbrommm..(bushan)
dah sampai!!!
yummy!! our first mamam in bandung!
geletek geletek...! hihii..hotel pool~
me n hafiz~
cantikkan!! u cn see the orangy small fihes inside~ ^^
gunung perahu terbalik volcano~ (smell suphuric)
suasana kat sana~
hot spring~
yummy!! our first mamam in bandung!
geletek geletek...! hihii..hotel pool~
me n hafiz~
cantikkan!! u cn see the orangy small fihes inside~ ^^
gunung perahu terbalik volcano~ (smell suphuric)
suasana kat sana~
hot spring~
me~ hihihii
p/s: to be continue~
~the end~
~the end~
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