sick

yesterday, iftar archustic was superb!! thx to d organizers and crews! i ws havin whole lot of fun despite feelin a lil tired n sleepy, the crowd had turn MY table! hehehe XD

i miss u nana especially!! susah btol wanna hangout with her! nnti we plan another meeting yaw deary~*wink2*

and now im gettin a lil panic inside for wat ws spose to triggered in me wasnt really triggering at tis moment and its NOT GOOD! now is already mid term semesters and i had to turn my gear on to 3 and half AT LEAST! urgh~ wat is it wit me? (knock mah head) *thump* o(>.)*l

well basically im home taking care of da house and mommy is not very well today. Have to elp her out wit things around the crib before balik uia~ sian mommy *kiss mommy*

let us all pray for her healthbeings~ amin~ (nn)

p/s: tomorrow's gonna be a better day for mommy and me

-the end-

you never know

yesterday my not-so-close cousin juz passed away and hes only 20~

he got hit by a car while he was on his motorcycle and bang! knocked his head, major brain damaged and got lost into coma...

the next day, his soul left the world~

he was born on the 29th August 1990...

and he died on the 29th August 2010...

tragic kan~

*sigh*

May God bless his soul and give as much strength to his family who lost their first child during Ramadhan, 2 weeks before Raya celebration~

they re havin an extremely hard hard hard time...

p/s: will there be another tomorrow for me? (Al-fatihah)

the end

poker face

i had deep thoughts lately...

bout me, my life, my friends and family...

its bugging me quite a time yet i manage to cover the pain with well painted smile on my face. hes there for me when i needed him and yes. It help ease my inner pain a lot. Realizing there are many people out there who r much more less unfortunate than i am. I shud be grateful tho comparing my strength with theirs were like 'langit and Bumi'.

I am a runner...i admit. I run from problems when it reaches a point where i cnt even think straight. I run because i dun wan to regret doin stoopid things later. My possibilities of doin so is very fragile and high. Some might not know but yes. Ive done a lot of unwise things when it comes to forcing urself to untie the blasted knot.

ive run for days and currently im cured. But cant ignore the fact that i stil gotta manage sum stuff. Get things right! back on track~ solving the messy puzzle... wat is done IS done and now i have to move on~

What im hopin from the closest me, u do not have to put even a tiniest effort of displaying happiness while deep inside ur not. Just be straight with me and i will be straight wit u. The more honest friendship we could attain prove how close we are.

And to me, u r the closest... (^-^)>

p/s: tomorrow's gonna be a better day for me

-the end-