an angel came to me...and say 'hi' ^^

wat is tis little feather doin on my laptop?

its ere inside the closed, non-air ventilation space, in my refrigerator studio and its bloody cold...might be around 15-16 degree i guess...

laying there nicely...~
beautifully...~
peacefully...~

where is it come from?
d studio r closed and there's no way a bird could actually access inside...

could it be...
the angel's feather?

did yu cum to say hello, lil angel?
well well...y did u left so early?

i gently pick da feather up and make my finest wish...
i juz wanna stay happy~

poooffff!!!! (blow da lil feather away)

ina: mira, its ur turn to consult wit mdm! ><
me: comin, ina~~~~

(^-^)<---mira's happy+satisfied expression

~THE END~

u look REAL happy~ n(^-^)n

hey there, buddy~

u look real happy....
i kno we had our hard times togther and not to forget da happy moment as well..hihi... but we went through together real well, kan?~~

juz wanna wish u all D best...

coz...when ur happy...

im happy too (^0^)v

-THE END-

studio studio~

i dunno wats up wit stuido tis sem...

have to re-register sections...in a hectic...way~

lost sum friends...

got separated wit ur own batch...

the fix scheduled got mix up...

changes in schedule happens a lot

got da wrong message from da lecturers...

they ask us to do A...we did B instead...

had to change everything >< again!

ask us to prepare sum case study in A3 paper

end put...its spose to b in A1 size...

next monday hav to prepare a new case study

coz da case study we did for the first minor project wasnt fulfillin d lecturer's requirements..

research research and research AGAIN! (>0<)n DANG!! tis is tiring~

seriously~ theres a communiction problem ere, dude...

S.O.S

a simple message~

Hmm, I cnt sleep...
I kno I woke up at 4am this morning flip thru history notes…DANG! Da test were postpone til next week
Hv clas straight til 2pm
Decide to sleep
Cnt sleep…I happen to swallow a mug of anti-sleep poisons…
Wastin time watchin movie instead…
AARRrrrGhhhh!!!
Basicly, I shud b sleepy right now…
But im not…
Becoz im too upset to sleep…
Im FUCKING upset!!!!!
‘im always right?’
Is it true?
Never in a world..i tink…im always right!
I kno sumtimes im wrong n I am not ashamed to say it…
I am not tht coward to say sorry….naturally…I always wil…
But…sumone once told me
Never tink of wether its his/her faults..…juz say that magical word…SORRY
For da sake of saving the relationship
If u really do luv da relationship
Then, juz say it!
Its fucking simple, mira~
I kno…I kno….but for heaven sake! Y is tis magic word so hrd to say it out loud?…my throat got’n dried n crackin. N d mind keeps on remix-ing (so so so sorry so so sorry so..o..o…o..oh yeah..sorry) my fingers cnt stop doin da invisible writing on d study table s..o…r….r…y….
Its juz a lame smally tiny meany matter high school drama conflict fight
Which is to me…it ws nuthing….
I dun entertain such dramas…I mean, come on!
But..if I acted tht way…will it change anything…
It’ll definitely make things worst…
Our relationship, of course…
Mira, mira…jus flushed ur ego away and say sorry…
Like I said b4…ur intention strongly is to save ur relationship
I really love *
I really do…
I giv up…I said sorry…
Well, tis wasn’t da first time…
When it happens a lot…u tend to feel tired…
All this while..i hav to put my head down n apologies…
Is it too much if i want you to apologies tis time?...bcoz I hav my pride too
I feel like ur steppin on me all da time…doin da chicken dance
Crushing me so hard til I bleed…
Yet, I crawl myself to you and hug ur skinny legs n…
say ‘sorry’…
Imagine tis repeatedly happen to u ….
Cn u stand?
Its unbearable….
To tell ya da truth, my heart is crying hell out of it everytime you did tis to me
But…I prefer to keep d feelings inside rather than crying it out
I used to cry a long time ago…
But I wasn’t entertain…
I juz mke myself look weak
Therefore, I pretended to b strong yet inside I ws like a bubble…
It looks like a crystal glass…but a tiny tip touch can actually blow it away…in thin air
Its a suffering feelings…
If ur really are my fren…
I juz hope..you’d stop
Plz…ur hurting me…
Plz….
Dun make me hate u for tis
Coz I really love n care for u…
Plz…..

theres a rubbish in my bag

hey there, rubbish...
wat r u doin there?

u spose to b in da bin..
wat r u doin in my bag?

did sumone accidently put u there?
real nicely put inside there...

im gonna kill this person...
who put dis rubbish in my bag...

suspect...

1. muhaimin
2. poi

grrRrrrRRr gGggRrrrrrrrRrr

big mistake! ><

OWH GOWD!!!
U know wat?!
Have u ever felt this way?
U’ve been keeping this feeling for so long coz u dun tink its necessary to share wit ur budz but yet u cnt bare it anymore…u really needed to share it wit sumone..at least a person could be nice…
But as u did…u realize…the issue seems to expand and infect ur brain much worse than before…becoz as u share…ur fren starts to giv their opinion…u start to tink bout it TOO MUCH…
Its been days…and ‘dat’ issue stil playing rapidly over n over…dang!! Tis is not good! NOT GOOD!
It started wit a lil thoughts which appear once in a blue moon…and now it turns out to be an everyday brain wreckin!…its destroying me!!!...
Stop! STOP TINKIN MIRA!!! (>0<)O
U know wat I need to do…?
I need to stop tinking for a while…sleep? Work? Yesss….work! thts a gud one…
All these assigmnets, reports, presentations makes me forget bout my social crisis…
Gotta b workaholic, then….huhuhu~ (^-^)v
Ehem! Ok..where do I start? Oh, yess…single mothers residential……owh, brother~ (~0~)/’’’

ow...man...

hey there....
its 3.30 am....im sleepy but my nerve wreckin brain impulse sending msges saying i shud stay awake n hav sum fun ...

impulse: cum on, dude! its da last day of holiday~

(=-=)>

wanna listen to some beat music but my ****-ing laptop is sick...
cnt turn on any musics...even videos...virus starts to munching up my volume control
gotta re format..(which i dunno wat d heck is tht)...my sister keeps on screamin...

sis: REFORMAT! REFORMAT! BACKUP! BACKUP! BUY DVD! DVD~~~!

(*-*) ugh!

dang! (*-*)
im bored....
i kno i kno...
i shud sleep...tmrows gotta get up early...
drive bck to uia n start focusin on my untouch assigments and...ugh! project~

dem~

mommy n ayah basically havin a nice holistic scenery holiday in Sibu...
leavin me n my sis ere...home alone...obviously...im trapped being da chef ere wit my sis...im sure tmrow shes gonna scream da hell thru da difficult process of waking me up....im sorry kak long...

i really tink i shud sleep now...

toodles~ (=0=)n

-THE END-

MIYAVI-KUN~~~~~

my miyavi juz had his new hair cut...

T-T...i've been saving my hair to wanna look like him...

now hes go fuckin cut it off...

anyway! he looks damn HOWT!!!! +++++++++ (>0<)O woooo woooo!!!!

plus!!! its his old black hair again!!!

++++++ HOWT!!!!!

no more colorful kabuki danshi....elegiacal...kimono's

his guitar talent is priceless~

-mira-will-forever-love-miyavi-

~THE END~

meow MeoW~~~

'haaa CHUMMM!!!.....HAAA ChuuuMMMM!!!'

its not juz an ordinary flu...

its been there for almost a year...

its gettin serious...

have to do sumthin bout it...

mommy's startin to get this so-called 'prolong cough'...the cause: cats...

mommy: kak ngah! if u dun do sunthin bout plik's flu...im gonna send her to any gerai mamak, restoran achik, cafe b....ANYWHERE!!!! u beter do sumthin!! (>0<)n
me: man!

towel? (-0-)d CHECKED!
shampoo? (-0-)d CHECKED!
tooth brush? CHECKED!
warm water? READY!! (>0<)n

'its 'mandi' time~~~~'<--- sing

brush brush brush brush brushhhh

MMMMEMEEEEOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

ok, plik...now ur ready to c da doctor!!! yeaaa yeaaa (-_-)"<---plik's expression

doctor: oww, dun worie, dear...plik's ere looks healthy n very da buncit too...
waa waaa u eat well there little kitty~ im givin u antiworm aper ntah, antibiotic and her flu medicine...jgn mandikan tis gurl, ok...if not, da flu will get worst
me: (-_-)" 'opsie! my bad'...
plik: meooWWwwww!
doctor: and u cn come ere next week to vaccinate her...give her a lil protection...
me: OK!!! (-0^)d

wahhhhh \\(^0^)// im so happy shes alright~

i even have tots of her gettin killed by those doctors bcoz of her incurable disease... kan ada kan cases where the HAD TO kill ur cats...woooooooo (shivering)

im so grateful to God ur ok, PLIK!!!!!

HUGGIE*

plik: (-_-)"



-THE END-

(-_-)"

miRA wrote:
> Asslamualaikum...
>
> dear syamil azwan,
> enuff already...
> i dunno wat or who fitnah u...coz my closest buddy aint fitnah anythin bout you...
> we dun talk much bout u, anyway...
> so...i hav no idea wat ppl assume u...
>
> dun expect everyone to like u coz ppl talk...let them be...
> im sure once they know u, they wud make their own judgement
> y dyu hav to be all emotional bout tis?
>
> grow up, dude~ (-_-)"
>
> oh, BTW!
> u dunno me...
> so dun go tellin ppl u kno me well...
> 3 months relationship doesnt make u da kno-it-all-bout-mira...
>
> get it?
>
> * juz let it go~
> i dun c tis as sumthin serious...
> toodles~
> (-0-)n *peace

syamil wrote:

bajet r kau...cakap orang emo,padahal kau yang emo lebih2...sampai nangis2,pastu bagitau kat semua kau single la,ape la...hal kecik pun nak kecoh...macam la semua orang nak tau hal kau...memalukan...macam la bagus sangat...kalau ko bagus,takdenye aku buat prangai sampai nak break dengan kau...nasib baik aku break dengan kau awal2,tak merana hidup aku...kalau nak cakap tu,cermin diri dulu...nak nasihat orang,nasihat diri sendiri dulu...bodoh r kau nak nasihat orang padahal diri sendiri tu tak betul...

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(-__-)" ouch...?

hurm....i dunno wat to say or wat to tink...
i juz feel like writing...
sumtimes things which i have put away so far
keep comin back close to me...

wat i cn conclude ere...
we all shud learn to accpet ppl's advise...
no matter wether its true or not...ur big enuff to decide, kan?
and wake up guys~ sumtimes..u tink tht u kno urself well
but thre r times u dun realize wat u were doin r affectin ppl (mcm lgu akon lak)

u dun use harsh words to giv advise...
n when u do...dyu tink da other party would accept it?
i dunno...tis is too kiddy to even argue bout...

'cermin diri' is hard to define...
isnt it better if both parties reflect each other n saling menasihati?
of course in a better way....i mean not like THT...
it hurts...

its even painful when tis person hd once been sumone really special to you...~

again...
i dun go tellin everyone im single...
and i dun go tellin everyone too detail bout my personal life
except for my closest frenz, of course...
and tht crying scenes are way last year...
i already had my muhasabah diri sessions...
and im gettin on wit my life...


-THE END-

car accident ><

What do u guys do when uve got ur car licence?
Err….(-0-)n Drive ur parents car?
‘HELL YEAHH!!!’
Hahahaha!!! XD

Apparently, my dad r using the company’s car…so theres this mesmerizing blink* blink* car at the porch waiting to be drive by …ME! (>0<)v
HO HO HO….
Heck! Im gonna drive u, baby! Juz wait…

Ayah: Bye, mira…ayah g keje tao..take care
Me: okie, yah~ (evil eye)
A moment later…
Mommy: bye syg..take care! U can cook ur own lunch kan? Muah muah…
Me: okie, mommy…dun worie..everythin settled~~.. (evil eye)

………………………………

ITS DRIVING TIME, BABY!!!! YEAHHHh!!! V(>0<)v
Me: farah farah farah!! I juz got my licence! Lets grab sum ice cream kat McD, then we go jalan2 to bk’s house…jom jom jom!
Farah: err….ur parents allow u to drive ke? I mean, no offense, u juz GOT ur licence… plus, dyu even hav a car?
Me: alaaaaa….my parents kasi la…they trust me (tipu)…PLUS, my dads usin da company’s car…so his car ada ni…JOM LA….jom jom jom~~~ (>0<)n
Farah: fine, then…gimme 5 minutes…
Me: I’ll fetch ya!

‘lalalallalalalala….sronoknya!’
Well, aftr tht..i did fetch farah and we go ‘berronggeng’ to McD!! I drive like a professional, baby! I juz dun get it, why must mommy n ayah b worrid…I mean..cum on…im 17…plus, if they keep on tahan me from driving da car..when will I learn…plus…

BBBBBBBAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Farah: MIRAAAA!!!!!!!!
Me: (0o0)!!!!!!!!!!!!
(-0-)n ehem2, ladies n gentleman..mira is under shock..so..let me explain wat happen….
U kno da T junction road?
Well, miras here hd stopped her car exceedin da line and apparently, the T junction is heading the main road..so all da cars n motors are in full speed…

And guess wat hits her?

…..??

A school bus….

(-_-)

Yes…a school bus…

(-_-)



Farah: mira? Mira? R u ok?
Me: huh? YA ALLAH!!!! FARAH!! CAMNER NI!!! DA CAR IS RUIN!! IM DEAD!!! DEADDDDD MEAT!!! MY DAD’s GONNA FIND OUT! MY MOM GONNA B PISSED! THEY WILL NEVER EVA TRUST ME! EVER!!!
Farah: chill, mira! Chill!! Lets juz slowly drive back home, first…that damn pak cik school bus juz left! He’s damn responsible for this!!! (>0<)n
Me: im dead im dead im dead im dead im dead im dead im dead im dead im dead im dead im dead im dead im dead im dead im dead……………………………………………………
At night…
Mommy: mira!! Im back!! huuuuuHHHHHhhhhhhh!!! (0o0)
A moment later…
Ayah: Mira…ayah….huHHhhhhhhHHhhhh!!!! (0o0)
Aftr that…
Ayah: now, mira..tell me..wat exactly hd happen?
Me: I juz wanna try driving the car…and I really wan to grab McD ice cream, tht time…so…i..drove da car…and it was a simple mistake at da T-junction, I got hit by a…erm..a….car…small..yellowish car..(theres a yellow paint at da smashed part on da car).>I had to lie AGAIN coz im too scared to tell da truth!!! It’s actually a damn huge school bus!! (>0<)n im so SORRY!!!<

Ayah: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm…..u leaves me no choice…im keeping the car key…driving without tellin us?! What were u tinking?! Wat if anything happen to you?!
Me: T-T

-THE END-

SEPI~

movie sepi is damn best! i cried my butt out, dude! wet tissues flying ere n there... pause at times to clear my watery eyes...giler la...to all emotional+luvy duvy gurls (or guys) out there...go check it out...juz copy frm ur budies pendrive and watch it! WATCH IT!!! (>0<)n

happy birthday, ATIRA!!!

wuhuuuu....
another surprise birthday party...
its becomin a trend, i see...wuhhuuu
anyway..its fun...so ere it goes...

me, ina and yang were busy doin birthday card proposala...
as usual...aftr went through da A&A (argue and agree) process, we finally....

Atira: HEY GUYS!!
ALL OF US: ATIRA!!!!?? (0o0)?? wat r u doin ere..?
atira: wanna tune my guitar...mira?
me: oh!! ya! i forgot...cum2..lets meet kak mira...she cn tune for ya...
ina & yang: phewwww!!!!!
(seconds later)
me: shes wit kak mira= location? exactly beside our secret making-da-bdy-crd rum...danger2...so..guys..be careful...

We cnt quite proceed coz atira is juz too near....

me: i tink i shud call faz n ask her to halau her...
ina: GUD IDEA! (-_-)d

troot! troot! (me under my blanket...lower my voice...decrease atira's suspiciousness)

me: hello! faz..!!! atira hs been lepaking too long...i gues we kinda ned ur help..can u...

ATIRA: guys...wat r u doin..?

(-0*) at tis moment..ina and yang automatically swooshhh all da card deco stuff and it all fell under da japanese table...

me: (>0<)n HAHAHAHAHA!!!! Seriusly, akmyr....! (tht name juz pop out of my head...sory akmyr...ur innocent..)....so how r u? bla bla bla (merepek yg amat)
ina & yang: >senyum kambing<
Atira: mira...?
ina: on phone dgn akmyr..
Atira: i see....k guys..im leaving...bye
WE ALL: BYE!!!!

PHEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW......!!!! THT WAS DAMN CLOSE!!! (>0<)n



ehem...bck to our discusion...
aftr went through da A&A (argue and agree) process, we finally....agreed to proceed wit this one design (giler architecture student)...

PIZZA? Checked! ^^
cards? Checked! ^^
presents? Checked! ^^
birthday party hat? Checked! ^^
tikar? Checked!
candle? Checked!

LETS MOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~ (>0<)n

Atira's rum is at lvl 2 and her window is facing da flat roof...
naby, fuza n 'jagoo' juz did da site analysis..its clean n safe...so we bentang da tikar, arrange da candles...pizza, presents...while naby was pulling atira's attention...konon2 wanna hav a gud chat...huhu...

SUDDENLY!!!

atira: i wanna go wash my face...

meaning? shes gonna sees us for sure...HIDEEEEEE!!!!!!

ina;s butt is at my face! fuza was desperately tahan her cough!, saper ntah, step on my feet...mmg dasyat giler our hide...LUCKY! atira didnt sense our presents at all!!!....

once eveythin's ready...atira's in her rum...we all scream da hapy birthday songs exactly at her window n she ws damn shocked when she saw all da candles n stuff...

put on her birthday gurl party hat we made and giv away presents...ate our pizza...
and of course....take pictures tyme...happy happy memory....! XD damn FUN!...

neways, im happy da plan works out well...we hope ur happy too, atira

'we luv ya'

p/s: sorry..no picture to display...we were all very...how cn sy this...sexy? hahaha XD...

-THE END- (happy birthday tira) (^-^)v

painting~

i kno...i kno...paint studio thingy is a lame old story...but
i remebred sumthing...i promise my dearly friends to display our hard work in my bloggie bum gum~~...
we even pose for dat purpose...hua hua hua....(>0<)n
now, my dear friends..heres da pictchah!!...

another thumbs up* for d hard work b(-_-)d <---- muker yg sgt macho~

my dear yang yang tgh penat...salute her for attendin coz shes not feeling well actly (-_-)>


my loyal driver..hua hua hua (>0<)n


my entertainment~


me zul n faris...


me (>0<)v


-teh ned-

How does it really feels like when u lost a friend?

We used to purposely pick a fight juz to wanna hav fun
textd each other a lot
We always had a good laugh together

He makes fun of u
You make fun of him
When u needed a hand,
He’s there for you
When he needed a friend
Ur there for him

U always there to support him
Listen to his problem and
Givin him da best advise u cn get
But….

T-T

As time flies
He took his own path
And I took mine
We did sumtimes bump to each other
And exchange smile
Seeing him wit new groups of people
Realize how we both move on
But, bear in my mind…
Deep inside…
Were both still da clowny friends like we used too

Even tho theres no more…
Text msg from him
A good advice
D joker
D obnoxious tease…
T-T …

Sadly…one day
I saw him hanging out wit sum friends
‘Had a gud laugh. I see’
I stare at him
Waitin for his reply…
Yet, he didn’t even look at me…
O~K
Maybe he juz happen to missed me, I guess

Another night,
I saw him AGAIN
Tis time, I gav him a good coughin sign
He must hav seen me
I was walkin in line wit my friend, X, which happen to b his friend as well
But…

T-T

I was invisible to him
He did smiled, yes..
but not at me
But at X
And he said ‘Hi, X!’

T-T ouch! tht hurts...

I dunno wats goin on
Hv I done sumthin wrong?
Why is he ignorin me?
Does he kno how pain it was when he did tht?
Hmmm…..its sad
Very sad…
Well…
Back to my question…

How does it feels like when u lost a friend?

It hurts….
Especially..when u dun kno how uve lost it…

p/s: i was being paranoid...apparently, dis dude did missed me twice...hahaha
phew...thank God! Now, mira is happy (^0^)v

-THE END-

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Perjalanan awalku bermula
Halangan di tempuh
Satu persatu
Makin dalam aku merentas
Makin banyak kayu dicantas
Makin lama aku mendaki
Bukitnya makin meninggi



Kasut everlast kesayanganku
Sudah dibaluti lumpur
‘Ah, pacat gigit!?
Cepat-cepat ku picit!
Peluhku mengalir tanpa henti
Ku dongak ..’biler nak sampai ni?’
Ku capai dahan pokok berdekatan
Untuk menarik badan ke atas..
Ku sgka dahan yg ku tarik
Rupanya oh! Sgt perit!’
Ranting keding yg x bertahan
Plllowp! Gelinciranku menjadi bahan
Hahahahahahahaha

Malu~ malu~
Kini bukan hanya kasutku berbalut
Buntut ku skali bercorakkan lumpur…
Tanda kegagalan ku mengimbangi diri
Padan muker ku sendiri

Setibanya di puncak
Rentak hatiku berancak
Menantikan hasil kepayahanku
Rupanya dibalas dgn batu
Dahle sempit, badan dh tak kuat
Nak duduk pown tak muat

Skali pakcik tua menjerit
‘OK smua, jom turun balik!
AHhrHHhHhrhhHhgggHHhhhh!!???
Sabr jer la…


Bukit yg awalnya curam ku daki
Kini nak turun, payah nak mati
Lumpur dan tanah dh jadi sahabatku
Aku gelongsor pakai buntutku

Saat bunyi bas kedengaran
Tanda kepayahanku hampir tamat
Wah!!! Ini satu bunyi rahmat!!
X kisah la ulu yam ker ulu Langat…
Yang penting skrg…aku penat sgt~

p/s: ada bakat x? (>0<)v

-THE END-