a blooming wonders

people...they have different personality...thats where variety comes from...when there is no variety in a social crowd...life wud be so BORING...

so...meeting different types of people is a true journey of venturing their character...

some might be acceptable...n others vice versa...

so..we cannot argue with the fact tht sum people are acting beyong our beliefs and educations...

not everything has to be inhaled n welcoming...

basically, this is a NORMAL situation...

i can always say 'nope...i juz don agree with how you think, HOWEVER, im accepting u for who u r...

the question is...is it juz it?

agree with people juz becoz i belief its their personality, they were raise differently, educate from different social background..? the end?

now i wonder....second thots blooming my head...

if we put aside the character, personality, background, bal bla bla bla bla behind...and replace the RATIONAL act a our first priority....its gonna be a lot of argument occurring...

at tis point, people wud respond 'you dun understand'....

how come people acted off the line juz merely becoz they were affected with these life factors?

well...obviously, the mind n psycology play the major part here...therefore, when their psycology hav fixed in tht paticular creation....nothing...NOTHING can change their act...

thus!!, the most important is to change their understanding...

yesss....

tht is why, when there r no mutual undertanding...conflicts happens....

well, turn on to my chapter....

im havin trouble with a cici's way of thinking... (cici: not his/her real name)

but i cnt force cici to see what i see...

but im trying hard to make cici understand tht what cici is doin is so negtively annoying and wrong!!!

and the way cici manipulated the obvious fact makin it look like cici was innocent n whaat cici was doin ws actually NORMAL irritates me so MUCH!!!

INSTEAD!

cici was pointing the blame on my face and said i ws being unacceptable and complicated?

okok...mira...relax...

what im trying to say here...is that...sometimes i am so grateful tht ive face a lot of flaws in the world. even so, there r many of them faces below my stage...

but, it has taught me one important things in life...

is to see the beauty in a mess...

you love seeing beautiful things becoz u never face the beast...and when u do...the beauty is juz a worthless decoration that blinded ur eyes from the true reality of the world...

and watching u being so ignorant and unconcious...annoys me...

im serious...

what can i do to make u see, my dear? you can see yet ur acting like a blind person with fantasizing vision...

again...

you ANNOYS me

p/s: a message for myself: be good, mira...even if ur not perfect..try to get close to it as it is a worth dieing effort... and makin such lame life factors excuses r so pathethic n it doesnt gave u the gold ticket for you to acted so WRONG and ABUSIVE.. what is WRONG...is WRONG..! no arguments...

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