ok...holiday dah bermula and i dun fee like bermalas malasan cuty ni...
hati bersemangat giler nak buat mcm2 for the holiday...even dodok kt rumah pon i dun seem to have much 'lazy moment' to handle...but im kinda like it that way...rs mcm productive giler hidop~
hwa hwa hwaa~
terasa dewasa~ and x sabar nak kerjeee!!!! (>0<)O
anyho, plan for the future mira still simpan elok dlm kotak perancang masa depan mira. and with several option of coz...mira nak sangat pegi overseas utk part2....so hari isnin nanti i'll be goin to checkout kt australian ambassy pasal architecture school kt saner maner yg seswai dgn my selectd in-heart typology utk thesis....
*smgat!*
and sambil2 apply utk part2 luar negara, i will be havin backup option utk smbg di uia...apply jugak~ yayy~
yg penting skrg, mira nak sgt end my part2...bru bole explore knowledge through practical life-time training....
(then bru pikir kawin...hehehe)
pastu, pasal heritage plak mira da stat pening pale pasal duit...so, easy come easy go im gonna distribute balik all the money ikot group heritage masing2...den x larat dah nak handle...too much responsibility...urghhhh! beraaattt!!!! (>0<)O
okok...enuf work....cuty ni xder plan nak pegi mana2 pon...its like a week je pon...mom and dad still working...so, im basically trying to balance up my chaotic, unhealthy routine....daging kat badan pon dh membuncit sana sini....) terasa mcm lama benar tinggalkan my sweatin activity~
oh! btw...inallillah buat pah....dier meninggal last week....i kinda knew tiz gonna happen sbb shes been sick ever since her throat start to bloat....I know now shes happy in heaven...thank God, for end up her suffering...but now...jang seems to be a little depress and lonely....mana taknya...satu2nya adik pmpuan dier dah xder....and his only companion...
mommy suh bli lg 2-3 ekor...make him company...but...2 turtles dah mati ni...cmne? observing my way of nursering them, ive been following their advices and steps...x tau da mana silapnya....some part of me rs mcm im not meant to bela turtles....
tapi kalau dah qada n qadar diorg x hidup lama...i cnt see things in tht perspectives...its as if mira melawan takdir gitu...and mira xley selfish jgk....jang needs a compny...i admit, im nt always there for him.....
so...maybe i shud go grab 2-3 turtles later....*sigh*
petting turtles are fucking laen than cats....cats, i aadmit, are hard to hndle...but easier to understand.... *tears*
i miss u, pelik....
(T-T)>
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