i have finally close my chapter in uia residents and are currently resting my body n soul at home....
will this be a forever separation?
i am stil in the haze of curiosity, with my future.
where will it lead me to? I was hoping all three of my options to 50-50-50 <---as if this term even existed?
now, some are workin, others stayed home.
i'll stay....
but not to add more of those lazy fats, but I have a lot to work things out for my future. I cant both sit around n do nuthin or fit my schedule with work since the process will take a lot of time spending...
(yes, i have thought bout tiz a lot!!!!)
worst to worst, home is still a heavy working base for me. Mom and dad are busy working everyday, the house seems to have figured how 'lack of love' they have been going through....since the depart of my last maid and me.... (-__-")
however, i dun wanna whine coz i do love doin housework....its part of me....the whiner button juz happen to occur when the demands are high.
That makes me totally frustrated. Its like, people ORDER u to do things at the beginning u were happy doin it but it turns out to be a huge responsibility....x best~
anyways, my OCD is getting worst these days...i tink its due to the stress. It not a major stress riot, its more to an inner depression...eh..wait...im nt depress...im....worried...yesssss...thts the word...
Mira is worrid sick...
wait a min...i tink ive babbled much~!
toodles~
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