smells brand new

another new layout!!! (^0^)/

yipeee....

well, the main reason y i have it change becoz...

well...basically its a personal motivation kinda thing. My eagerness to write in 'here' seems deteriorating so im well pump up those wiritng spirits when everything turns brand new and exciting!!!!!

yihaaa!!!

so yes, holidays have started and ive got a lot of personal plan to do. me mira watashi, so used to carved her own activities. aiyo, im so not good at doin things by group except hanging out and stuff. (work is not an option)

my mom's working plan for me is moving but it is still an unsure thing. Cant confirm my scheduled ll be decorated with work just yet.

Part of me wanna have fun for the holiday while the other part of me think its a dem gud idea to widen my architecture mind scope to sumthing more reality and future embracing...if u cn understand wat im babling...

LOL (^0^)>

anyho, im currently at home baby sitting 'pelik. Havent return the mahala key yet. Later plan was to go out with my long lost lesbo partner. NANA! heard a lot of not-so-good things happen to her so i gotta get direct updates~ yeahh!!! (smgat)

pelik updates. She juz came out from ward aftr 3 days treatment. Shes been weak and sick ever since. after the delivery failure, she lost a lot of blood (anemic) and her long flu disease stops the surgery process, her uterus is bleeding. (it is bad...seriously). Mommy tot it was better for her to stay at home. vet vibes seems so gloomy and sick. (and of coz its dem expensive) (>0<)O

so yes, here she is...sitting on my lap.

am i worrid?

OF COZ!!!! but i tend to let my mind not to go 'there'...im taking care of her for now...the medicine n stuff seems to be my handling accue...so~ yes...im here for her...lucky for her my semester ending~

Ive been with him all the time and the sudden holiday scenery had got me drown in misery. Might not be able to see him like we use to. So..yes...holidys always have their pros n cons and human has never fail to feel unappreciative. (im gonna miss u badly!!!) (>-<)>

the time alreaady strike 10 and i havent prepared my resume yet...(mommy's gonna kill me) ><

chalow everyone!! (^0^)/ and happy holday~ *smile*

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