(-_-)mmm (-0-)haaa
i didnt slept for 2 days straight and had to force this heavy eyelids to stay open til ive reached home.
got to attend my late aunt's tahlil on saturday morning..
the presentation day was a disaster...
on tht early emotional, tiring morning, we all got viciously attacked for being late...late late late...
(im gettin bored wit tis lame arguing reason coz it happen so many times already, it sort of blend in with the culture of uia...dont u tink so?)
and when this so-called culture are being jeoperdize...
dyu tink people would go yipeeee!!! yahooo!!! ur right!!!! q(^-^)p
no...definitely NOT...!! (>0<)O
my inner thought starts to be very defensive and yes...
i do not totally agree with everythin is said.
i knew mdm was crying out disappointments wit our irresponsible, x berdisplin attitute...
i knew she had a good point there screamning at our face and everythin...
but wit my current numb emotion... i was too tired to even be DEFENSIVE even tho deep inside, i was babling back every single line she projected at my sleepy ears... (=_=) *yawn*
done with the motivational, brain washed session... move on to the presentation...
while everyone was presenting the site analysis totally!!!
she was too busy arguing bout our undelivered case study msg and it took for like an hour every group...
'you OWE the class!! *totally hate tis statement...i owe them nuthin and im sure in tht sleepy vibeee, less than 30% of the msg im delivering wont even reach in their heads xcept for her
and as my group pop! her bubble of patience...the others were next to encounter her rooaarrr!!!!
'this is shit! this is rubbish!!' (>0<)O yess yess..many of us had to redo our CASE STUDY...which we gave less priority...
the one tht we gave importance was the site analysis...and guess wat...? she doesnt giv a DAMN for what we have presented...or shud i say...did we even present?
ZERO!!! ZEROOO!!!
those sleepless nights ws WORTHLESS?! and those points, perah otak session, pictures selection, layouts and architecture writing were juz a worthless, dull, no meaning studio decorations?!
and YET! we still ALSO hav to redo some parts... (-_-)"
i ws so dissapointed, i culdnt careless bout my job during the tahlil and mom was so angry with me being so extra lazy and lembik...
the day i shud have been back to uia and redo-ing my case study, i ws in a small cubicle karoke room instead..screaming my lungs out...
im lost and lazy and LOST again...
p/s: sesungguhnya ilmu itu tidak akan dicapai sekiranya keberkatan tidak diperolehi
therefore, i would juz anggap mdm as my major obstacles for tis semester and to regain tht berkat and enuff knowledge... i must be patience...yessss....sabaaaaa.........
SABAAAAAAaaaaAAAa!!!!!!!!
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