yuhu~
semalam i was kinda depress.
y?
mm...
penah x one moment u feel akwardly sedih and sensitive for no exact reason and at that point, even the smallest thing pon korg rs nak blame everything at it for how uve been feeling...
that has been my yesterday's experience. It was heart breaking. :'(...for no reason...so mcm...nak mintak simpati pn xde justification, org malas nak layan. probably tiz iz wat they call em mood swing attack.
u might known to be the most patient man but somehow, one moment, out of a sudden, smua benda nak marah.
Isnt it normal?
normal kan?
huuu...so basically semalam smua benda buat mira nangis. mata bengkak2 buat design. When im alone, mira x suke tahan air mata/sedih. Becoz it makes me feel worst inside. So prefer to LOL (lepaskan out loud)
y alone? sbb mira segan sebenarnya nangis depan org. I feel like an idiot when people see me cry..tak ke? huhu. Plus, i hate weaklings (weak+feeling). i wan people to see me as a strong person so automatically psikologi mira pn received positive aura from my surroundings....
heee~~~
anyho, aftr tht LOL, im feeling much much better the next day. cuma a lil exhausted. I woke up at 9 and mandi shampoo smua...pastu smbg buat keje but the weather seems to push me to sleep...(hujan je today kan?)
Mira rindu dgn someone tu. walaopn dekat, terasa jaoh je skrg. masing2 fokus dgn projek. mira paham. mira pn xnk kacaw dier n mood mira yg swinging sbb keje ni pn mcm merosakkan suasana je biler klua...so...after smua hectic finale ni end, we will dance together in the rain k wak? happy rain of coz~
tomorrow wil be our 7 months anniversary... (^-^)> syukur giler bertahan smpi skrg....luv u wak~
okok...mira wil stop bebel-ling...
p/s: nak msk 3 minggu x balik rumah....*sigh*
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