I have been quite demotivate with my future lately. Slowly, one by one of my future steps got rip off leaving very few little steps, further pushing me down from reaching to the top.
I built 3 special doors, now 2 of them seems to be tightly locked. And Im still searching for the keys. I still want to believe theres hope. I still do.
Im not totally given up. But currently, Im feeling a little less enthusiastic with everything.
I cant force a smile when my heart is sinking. *sigh*
however, myratayeb is now slowly gaining spirits. Slowly move her baby steps upwards. Feeling a little nausea with the whole rejection but I still manage to hold on.
Today, I went out to search for a perfect raya shoe but none of the design successfully met my interest...my mind was a too trembling with future-phobia. The collection seems dull and funny.
Mom asked, or maybe ordered would be more ideal, me to stop by uia and appeal but I was to disappointed, Im just not ready to beg for a second chance. Hell, I just knew I wasn't the chosen one and im not even in their original list. What does that make me feel?
You might say
'Myra! skip the whole depression or else your losing everything!!???'
is it?
the end
2 comments:
hye mira=)
i da lame x baca ur blog..i think the last time would be the post u tgh excited nk start keje 2.
hmmm i dun how to say this..
err..u pernah dgr x this quote; "bila allah tutup 1 pintu kebaikan utk kita,1 pintu lg akan terbuka"(lebih kurang mcm 2 la..i pun da ingat2 lupa..hehe)
well what im trying to say here is..u jgn give up..i know u disappointed but x salah kn if u try appeal..mane tau ada rezeki.kan kan?mira yg i kenal x cepat give up=) she's a strong ladiehhh..haha=)so u jgn sedih2 okey.tata!
btw,this is yg nadazariah.i x topup since blk hr 2 so dpt nk text u..mne i ltk my phone pun i x tau.hehehe
aahh...this comment....first time baca! HAHA! sorry. didnt mean not to respond...
(^0-)d
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