Friday, March 13, 2009

FIGHT ISRAEL!!!! (>0<)n

they’re havin tis cool Gaza vs Israel exhibiton at the gallery and
I was like woo! waaa! haa?! WHAT!!! GRRRRRR GRRRRRRRRRR……babi ko, Israel!!!!....

mashing some shoe dirt at the israel’s flag, strike dart to the israel’s ***** .

Green light for mira who targeted the nose! yipeeee!!! (^0^)v

at the next section, there was this dummy dressin like the israel’s army…I guess…

me: yang…this is the ******** who attacked the Gaza people…they killed mothers, childrens, wife, sisters, babies…(wit full emotion)!!!! YANG! THEY ARE DEMONS!!!! (>0<)n
yang: >change expression.....full of hatred and sadness<
me: (err…I didn’t expect her to becme this emotional…I ws juz actin)
Yang: ISRAEL BODO!!!!! (she go punch the dummy’s head)
me: erk!!!?
kluk kluk klukkkk ketuk tuk tk tuk (the head fell and roll on the floor)
me: o~~~k~~~~ NEXT SECTION!!!! (pullin her away from the dummy) she can b creepy sumtimes…sorry dummy (~0`)>

(sounds from the previous section: saper jatuhkan kepala ni?!)

so basicly..i was havin fun with the exhibiton….good job, asyraf!! (-0^)d



the BOIKOT! (>0<)

the DART! (did i spell tis right?)

the innocent DUMMY!

dee en-

im 20?

ok ok….hurm..where do I start…its been a while and theres a bunch of things I wanna share wit u guys…!
ermmm….oh yesss! my birthday surprises!! (^0^)n

OMG OMG!! im so happy!!!
everyone was quite tight with assignments and projects…so I dun really mind havin no birthday celebration…seriously…
but one day…

faz: mira, plz pretty plz teman me eat dinner at HS…im so damn hungry!
me: (Dang! I hav a lot of drawings to settle…I mean…not now!!)..err…yang?
yang: psst…I bnyk keje la kena settle…
me: tu la pasal!
yang: ham?
ham: JOM!
me: errr…fine…lets~

they torture me quite long n im getting frustrated tinking bout my untouched drawing n design…
faz told me she ws f***ing hungry but she barely touch her roti canai...(busted!)
yang was ‘acting’ pissed, trying to make things look real….
she really got me n I was playing along wit her master plan….(curse u, yang!) >0<
odw bck to mahalah, I was speedin coz I am desperately worrid wit my work….
leadin all of them, ready wit da rum key, I opened the door and the room was pitchd black and smells…(sniff* sniff*) vanilla? huh?
and suddenly, they all pushed me from behind leadin me towards my…my…my room?
my room was well decorated with balloons and vanilla scented candle…!!! (0o0)/ HAA???

I was like ‘WTF!!!!!’
and kak mira (my rumate) starts to play the ‘happy birthday chords’ and they all started singing…
OMG……they are soooooooo sweeeeeeeettttttt!!!!!!!!! (T-T)<I love them so much!!! love love love love love love THEMMMM!!!!! (>x<) muahhx!

thank you so much for planning these up and it really does beats my heart out…!!!
I didn’t get to snap pictures much coz I was speechless and kinda blur….
i juz smile all da time and honestly, I ws about to cry but…do wan go jatuhkan my macho saham

sticking my cool expression and giv them a BIG APPRECIATION BEST FRIENDS HUGGIE!!!!
thank you so much ina, faz, naby, fuza, yang, ilham, atira and kak mira…..realy truly appreciate it!

(my being-tortured face)

damn! im 20? hahaha…. how time flies~

p/s: I do appreciate the others who wishes me and the whole batch singing was really touching…thank you so much, guys~ u gav me a whole new, wonderful birthday experience~ n im gonna treasure it for the rest of my life…May God Bless all of you~ \(^0^)/

-ThE End-

being tagged~~

1.What have you been doing recently?
-play my guitar a lot n compose a lot of new melody ><...gettin stress out!

2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

3.What happened at 10am today?
-erm...elpin my mom dryout the laundry..

4.When did you last cry?
-x igt...

5.Believe in fate/destiny?
-for now...nope!

6.What do you want in your life now? n frenz

7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
-umbrella...i dun mind gettin myself soaked the rain (^0^)

8.What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
-browsing my inbox and sent item msges n also pictures i've taken, play my guitar..

9.What bottoms are you wearing now?
-baggy pants...

10.What's the nicest things in your inbox?
-bunch of fwenz wishin me happy birthday ^^...

11.Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
-no..i prefer it to be neutral...coz i hate relationship stuff buggin my head!

12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone? right earring...thanks kak mira...

13.What was the last movie you caught?
-congkak...damn sux..! x takowt LANGSUNG!!! ><

14.What are you proud of?

15.What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
-oldest? 'hi mira, sorry for the late matric number is *******'<---BORING!

16.What was the last song you sang out loud?
-bring me to life....

17.Do you have any nicknames?
-a lot!!! ><

18.What does the newest text say?
-get a free MMS- My Album <--- BORING PLUS PLUS (>0<)O

19.What time did you go to bed last night?
-early... i dunno y? HOHO

20.Are you currently happy?
-normal mode....

21.Who gives you the best advise? close frenz...

22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- i eat everything!!!

23.Who did you talk on the phone last night?
-erm..yah...its bout the heritage meeting thingy..nothin interesting...

24.Is something bugging you now?
-the work and assignment is buggin my head! ><

25.Who was the last person to make you laugh? brother...he's BACK!!! (^0^)n

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

ere i am all alone~

song creation~

'here i am all alone,
all alone on my own,
got no fren to chat,
got no dog or cat,
theres no 1 for me to phone.

but funny it seems to me,
tht all these seems to be,
hey! its not tht bad
im not so sad,
the truth is i feel free~

oh~ free from the pain,
from the game on keeping friendship forever
coz u c to me
frenz dun make me happy...

of course once i had fren
but we werent there through the end

the circle goes....
im alone again~

whenever fate taps my shoulder
i try to smile and say its all ok...
plz dun change nothin...
coz i had none...
juz me n my thought...

(guitar solo)

now ive bee tinkin out
wat my life is all about
y cnt loneliness get me when all this time
my life is turning shrowd

destiny sigh for me (hmm)
maybe i would never be..
all tht sad alone
im happy on my own
my emotion think im crazy

of course! i cn cry
my tears still there
but no one really care
wether i smile or cry or fall
nuthin really matters

now tht i got no one
solutide to me is FUN
its natural
im alone again
the world goes on....
im alone again~ (end guitar pluck)

p/s: lgu ni xder kena mengena dgn yg hidup atau yg meniggal dunia...(^0^)n

Monday, March 9, 2009

rejection! (+_=)>

is it better to giv up or keep on trying after being rejected by sum1 u really like?

sumtimes u feel like a total pathetic loser ass trying so hard to get that person…
while the other were responding half heartedly…

makes you feel so stoopid….
so desperate…
so pathetic…

its either u go on wit ur life and find sum1 who really suits u
or stick on liking him/her juz for the sake of oneself satisfaction…

makes u feel accompanied…
makes u feel like ur havin sum1 special to watch and care for…

its sad but it’s the truth…
n the truth cn be painful…
sorry my fren, I cnt elp u

becoz only u cn elp urself wit tis…
rejection cn be a harsh experience…
but…it'll make u stronger... makes ME stronger…\(^-^)/

-The End-

Sunday, March 8, 2009


sleepless nights and bunch n bunch of works and drawing….im extremely in need to loosen up, man!
letsssss partyyyyyyy~~~~~ (arber’s accent)

disko dance in the car with some of the pussy cat doll’s music collections!!!
(>0<)//// ow yeaahhh! \\\\\(>0<) ow yeah! yehhhhh!!!

karaoke like a star in the small cubicle wit ur buddiee~~~
we can hear sum school dudes at the next box screaming like crazy singing the rock kapak songs….
hahaha! it was hilarioussss~~~~~ (^0^)n

play 1 round bowling…..
and I scoreeee baby!!! (^0-)v
hua hua huaaa…
plz dun hate me, ina…I was juz testin u..didnt expect u to get psychotic by my provocations. lalala~
after my provoke act, ina fail to bump any pin for three times straight….my words really bugs her…

yang: yarghhh! (wit her high pitch voice)
the ball: dum dum dum drollllllllllllllll……
(after 5 minutes)
yang: alamak..msk longkang T-T
all of us: its ok, yang…good job…good job… (-_-)”
swisshhh swoooshhh (daun berterbangan) (-_-)”

tired of havin fun, we go lepak at hartamasss and we had our dinner…
nyum nuym nyummmmyyyyy….(^0^)
we lepak there til 11pm while watching some of the wrestlin moves on the huge slide screen.

damn I miss WWE…I’ve used to follow this wit my brother…
cool moves, painful attack, funny dramas, exxgert expressions,…ow, I miss those days...
ina: guys~ its gettin late…lets get bck….
all of us: lets (=-=)<--getting tired n sleepy

tht day was really fun…cnt wait for our next chillin out sessions….
awaits us!!! (>0<)v

=the end=

forgive and forget?

well, times really does makes us forget the old revenge
tink back…I dun care less bout wat had happen…
wat pass is pass..
wat do I get from letting myself buggin wit last years problems?
only then I realized, forgiving is a wealthy freedom for one hatred soul
I feel….
im sorry, dude…
don’t go pulling me back to those moments…
explanations are not the things im expecting…
coz I dun wanna hear a single word of it…
wat done is done…
im creating a whole new empty room in my heart
with no furnitures and stuff…
welcoming u to enter my whole new heart…
as my friend…

Saturday, March 7, 2009


im so sorry...!

my laptop got eaten by tis HUGE GRUMPY NASTY virus...
it destroyed everything in my laptop!!! (>0<)o grrr grrr die virus!! DIE!!
i cant even get thru da internet...
i cnt control my volume...lost all my music and picture....
lost all my fu**ing GAMES!!! arrrghhh!!!!!!
longing to blog... wuuu wuuu.....T-T

in process to reregister the wireless thingy...

poor bloggie bum gum got so lonely and quiet...

~tHe Ede~