Friday, July 31, 2009

technology technology~

My laptop is attack by virus… AGAIN! argh!!! darn it!!! (>0<)

my laptop is like half of my life soul jiwa everything…if its GONE! IM DOOMED!!!

wuuu wuuu wuuu (T-T)

it happen so fast… I was connecting my house stremyx as usual and suddenly…

POP POP POP!! appear all tis freakin warnings and alerts…

AND the next day I cant open a thing…!.......A THINGGG!!! (0o0)!!!

notepad, word, fotoshop…WuhUuhuHuhuuuu…SEDIH GILERR!!!

and the next next day, I turn it ON…and…(bunyi drum)

“okok…ni part paling scary~~”

my cute kitty desktop background is GONE and it turn to tis bluish background covered with 001 binary numbering and theres tis HUGE font written..WARNING!

‘ur husband, mother, children…beware, ur life is on stake aper ntah!!’

mmg scary gilerr…

I was too devastated, I forgot to snap the situation…
but theres one picture of me breakin down…

oh dear laptop..plz dun die….

p/s: my sis elp out the setting to safe mode…so basicly I cn use moderately…but the virus is still attackin..Therefore, I hav to go bck home ASAP and update my anti malware…ugh!

Dear diary,

DARN IT!!! my headfon PATAH!! T-T…

I dunno how it happen…but I juz bought it kowt!
sedih gilerrr!!!
now I cnt layan perasaan dgr lagu kuat2 anymore!!

technology can be very complicated~ (-_-)”

the the END! m(_ _)m

Saturday, July 25, 2009

emo emo emo...hello kitty?

today is a very very emotional day for me...

but i do agree with the statement saying "u better let it go rather than keep it to yourself"

its a total relieve when i finally decide to cry it out to my sister...

i feel much MUCH better now...

but i wasnt truly recovered afterwards...

if u guys dont kno me well, i used to do sumthin very embarassing and stoopid things everytime after i had a good cry...juz to clear off my works for me...eventho people might label me as "CRAZY"...HAHA (^0^)>


i had to babysit my little total hyperactive cousin the fast food restaurant....(totally not in the mood for tis)


me: (-__-)" (pura2 x kenal budak ni)

KAKAKKKKKKKK!!!!! (pull my jeans)

me: dem! kantoi habesss (everyone was staring at me)


public: eii, anak saper nie? bisingnya..? isy!...

me: (-__-)" (totally nt in da mood)

after we hd a GGggrrrRreeeAAAATTTTttt!!! lunch...we send them back home


then, i cntinue wit my own agenda loitering around jusco~ ^^


huh? (0_o)!

waahhhh!! color sand art!!! i love doin tis thing when i ws a kid...(^0^)/

rindunyerrrr....ermmm....ehem ehem "kak, nak ni satu" (>0<)l

"lalalalalaaa......lalalalalaaaa...kaler kaler kalerr...sand sand sand~~" (^-^)n

parents: ni bukan tmpt budak kecik kew?

me: dlm hati* (sibok apew mak cik, ske ati akuw la) (>-<)O

aftr 30 minutes...

WALAHHH!!! DA SHIAPPPP!!!! YAYYYy!!!! \(^0^)/


i am emotionally....STABLE~ ^^

the end!!!! ^^

Friday, July 24, 2009



will u ever forgive me..?

i know i shudnt ask you this...but

dyu stil love me?



Thursday, July 23, 2009

A message...

for days I have been thinking
to hurt you now or later
answers that I ve been seeking
remain silent underneath the craters

one day I realize my heart
was stolen by a mysterious thief
I know tis seems difficult n hard
but it’s the fact that it is

while I was trying to explain
you pull me like a choo choo train
a friend that is I have said
but u aint listening instead

taking other’s advantage is not my thing
and I dun feel good as such
those gifts and the song u sing
to me is just too much

gud nite wishes from someone really special
is a warm hearting experience to me
but getting from 2 people making things crucial
when only one of them means sumthing to me

decision I have decide
to stop the emotion pain
I told you its not love but like
trying to get u back into sane

I keep on wonder
how does love comes
you don’t even know me, brother
I might be a total scum…

therefore, forgive me so
for the text message you see
I just want you to know
ur a good friend to me

please do continue this friendship
and let it bond tighter by time
im not sure either im ready for any special relationship
oh, I wonder sometimes…

for the person I have my heart to
sorry for acting such way
I might be acting like a goo
hmm.. I juz don’t know what to say

my heart is still healing
the pain from the past
even tho I know how im feeling
I will try not to go too fast

this emotion is killing
beggin you to please wait
coz I know my heart is smiling
‘gud nite, miwwa’, when you said.

the end!! XD

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

....hari ni...skali lagi aku...

asal cam tak bersemangat lagi untk sem ni....

come on mira...wake up!!! (>0<)n

with such tempting comfy bed screaming my name...pulling me to envelope my cool body...heatin it up...sleeping silently...wave towards such wonderful dream...worn by reality...

sbb tu kowt ak x bersemangat...

HAHA...HAHAHA....HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA (dah giler) (*0^)>>.

ther eneebggddd.....

Thursday, July 16, 2009

BaaD DaY~ (~0~)>

Yang: OK guys! bangun2!!! AZAM BARU!! Kelas tilawah dh nak start…siap SIAP!!! (>0<)n

me & ina: aii…sejak biler plak la yang ni smangat g kelas…(=-=)**

(y do I feel like there wont be any tilawah class for today..? hurmm….)<<< *extra lazy becoz of tis*

tik tok tik tok tik tok

SIAP!!! (=0*)//

jalan jalan jalan jalan (towards ina’s car) XP *bkn jaoh pn~*

me: let’s park at the engineering café parking area….

ina: bodo..its full! (>0<)n

ham: lek lek, ina…tepi tu boley~

(the parking space were like tis…)

curvey side park
blue dot: me&ina (in the car)
ham n yang (outside)
red dots: people & foreigners
pink dot: my sister
Sydney: ina’s car---she named it herself

Sydney went back n forth, back n forth, back n forth….(she kept on bumped the side divider)

ina: ArrrGGhhhh!!!! SUSAHHHNYAAA!!!! (>0<)n

me: saba saba saba….

(while we were back n forth back n forth….a group of foreigner were starting at us n psst pst psst)

ina: bodo…sal diorg pndg2?

foreigners: Y dun u turn to the right blab la bla (elp us out with the f*** up parking)

(slowly, everyone starts to stop and stare at us and things turn into a mess)

(-__-)” “wats up guys..? <<
me&ina&ham&yang: (0o0)!!!!!!! (SHOCK)

*tetiber jer shes like one of the crowd*

my sis: asal keco2 ni?

yang: xder aper2 pn sebnrnya…ntah cmner bole keco cmni…nak parking jew…

ina: bodo bodo bodo (stil cursing)

me: saba saba saba

yang: hum…(xder car license *blur*)

ham: (tink hard how to settle the parking…)


ina&me&ham&yang: tqtqtqttqtqtqtqtqtqtq (to the foreigners)

me: OK GUYS! nw kena cari kelas! were 15 minutes late!! (>-<)>

jalan jalan jalan jalan….

“were lost….” (-__-)”

*swoooshh swoooshhh….~~~* (daun berterbangan)

ham: lek lek korang….

me: y dun we ask the cleaners…diorg sure tao….

after 15 minutes…..we finally found our class..!! YAYY!! (^0^)/

*pushed the door*

ina: its….LOCKED!!!! bodo!!!(>0<)n

me: so…were half n hour late n the door’s looked…means theres no class…?

yang&ham: NO CLAS….

all of us: (-_-)”

“so guys…we went thru all that…for nuthin…?”

p/s: I shud have juz follow my instinct n continue sleeping peacefully….(-__-)”

“our evening clas that day….”

ina: hurm…where to park..?

me: how bout there…(jokin) =P

ina&ham&yang: NOooOOOooooo!!!!! n(>0<)n

me: hahaha!!

~~~~THE End~~~~

Friday, July 10, 2009

fcuk off!!!

da last thing he said to me was to fuck off...
and since that...
ive always followed those words...
do not blame me, immature~
u ask for it and u got it... *evil wink*

Thursday, July 9, 2009


semalam kan...

mira nangis truk sangat...

sbb aper tao...

sbb mira sedih...

nape mira sedih?

mira sedihkan sebab kan..

tgk muvee ni...

muvee aper?


korg mesti pelik kan...

asal mira nangis sbb tgk citer tu... saper yg dah tgk da movie...ada one part ni kan..

the cat (mitten) luahkan perasaan how she felt when her owner threw her away... sedih giler...

sbb mira pernah jadi giler+x btol+saiko dua minggu lepas buang 6 ekor kucing kesayangan mira kat kedai makan...

a lot of things in life...mira xder kuasa to be the decision maker...n most of it is my parents decision...mira xnk diorg kena mommy n ayah dah tensen dgn bau smua... all my 5 dearest soo sorry..(mata dh stat berair).i didnt throw u guys away becoz i hate u...i love u guys soo much...its juz nt able to do anythin...even tho im suffering...mira mahu jaga diorg but mira tak mampu... maafkan 'mama' yer...T-T

korg mesti pelik…

asal 5 jer…sekor lg mane?

well…aftr 3 weeks, yg sekor tuh berjaya jumpa jalan balik rumah.

and im very proud of her…
that’s y smpi sekarang…mira stil jaga dia…mommy pn x sanggup nak buang aftr she sees how my cat sacrifice n find her way back…’HOME’….

n im gettin back my senses aftrwards..huhu…even tho she always get sick n smells ugh!....i wil always love her no matter WHAT!!…(^-^)n

If it is my fate that God has taken away my babies and out of teh blue, one came back to me…

i will appreciate her every second…

p/s: so, ina...huhu...n whoever wonder why im keeping tis smelly cat...she means the world to me...(^-^)v
-the end-

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

i love this LYRICS!! ^^

I LOVE THIS LYRIC!!!\\\\(^0^)////…

seriously!!! It happen to have a lot in common wit what Im feelin rite now…

So, guys…!!!(^0^)n try to read out loud, slow beat, with instrumental love songs track….

this lyric is really extremely sad n full of love…

enjoy readin it~ ^^

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

Monday, July 6, 2009


is there any hope?

if there is, show me the sign...

Sunday, July 5, 2009

bye bye RAM-BOOT!

im gonna cut my hair today~

people say, when u wanna move on and forget bout the past...

cut off ur bloody hair can b one of the way... cutting it off....


OR maybe not...

waaaHHHHhhh T0T syg la plakkkk!!!!

the end~

Thursday, July 2, 2009

LUNAR updates!! (specially for u, ina) (-0^)d

Ina, my partner..huk huk…I kno ur gonna miss lunar…heres sum pictures of her lingering around my room…creating her own adventure…shes getting fatter n fatter each n every day!!! (>-<)>

me: lunar…lunar…LUNARRR….!!! (trying to catch her)

me: ok, mira…she jz stopped…..slowly……get her slowly….~

lunar: lalalala…huh? wats tht?

lunar: wats IS THISS THING!!! (shes referring to my keyboard(-_-)”)

lunar: and tis? sniff* sniff*
me: my laptop bag, dearrr~ (>0<)n

lunar: uuuu…shiny black thing?
me: it’s a guitar...(-_-)"

me: oh man! I ws distracted wit lunar’s questions…I spose to catch her n clean her up! (>0<)


lunar: lalalalalaaaa…..!!! \(^0^)/

p/s: I really ned u, ina…(T-T)> elp me..~



im so happy today...even tho the weather seems very dull and sad....

amira is so happy today...


p/s: will tell u guys bout our OU outing today with pictures later on~

till then...!! toodles~

-the end- (mira smile)