A message...

for days I have been thinking
to hurt you now or later
answers that I ve been seeking
remain silent underneath the craters

one day I realize my heart
was stolen by a mysterious thief
I know tis seems difficult n hard
but it’s the fact that it is

while I was trying to explain
you pull me like a choo choo train
a friend that is I have said
but u aint listening instead

taking other’s advantage is not my thing
and I dun feel good as such
those gifts and the song u sing
to me is just too much

gud nite wishes from someone really special
is a warm hearting experience to me
but getting from 2 people making things crucial
when only one of them means sumthing to me

decision I have decide
to stop the emotion pain
I told you its not love but like
trying to get u back into sane

I keep on wonder
how does love comes
you don’t even know me, brother
I might be a total scum…

therefore, forgive me so
for the text message you see
I just want you to know
ur a good friend to me

please do continue this friendship
and let it bond tighter by time
im not sure either im ready for any special relationship
oh, I wonder sometimes…

for the person I have my heart to
sorry for acting such way
I might be acting like a goo
hmm.. I juz don’t know what to say

my heart is still healing
the pain from the past
even tho I know how im feeling
I will try not to go too fast

this emotion is killing
beggin you to please wait
coz I know my heart is smiling
‘gud nite, miwwa’, when you said.

the end!! XD