lift up ur spirit, gurl!!! (>0<)n

during this holiday...a lot of things happen to me...

things that are not fun...
things that make me cry
things that hurt me badly, i cry every nite becoz of it
things that makes me think a lot about life
things that hd taught me sumthin new

its not fun facing it..
its stressful...
its pain!
its very sad

this is all because of a person i trusted soo much...

gettin bored listin this person's faults instead

i put da blame on myself...

its all my fault...

forgive me...

BUT,

if tis person ever ask 4 forgiveness...

can i really forgive tis person? i dunno...

wish i could list all da curses ever exist in d planet n post it to tht person

or i wish i could slap tis person's face with my 3 inches wedges!!!

oh...i wish....(-_-)....etc etc etc

well...

y do i hav to waste my tears and time

let dat F*** S** OF A B***** be...

i dun giv a DAMN anymore

i kno my hatred towards tis person had reached my limits

but i wonder...

y muz i waste my energy to even hav a slight feelings to tis person

its not worth it...

bye bye then...

im wipin all my memories wit u

and polished it to craete a brand new colourful memory

which is obvious...

a memory to be create without YOU...

which im sure...

its gonna be a much more colorful and happy memory!!

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p/s: tq 2 my frenz and family who support me...tq (-0^)d

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