forever and always

cuty ni aka productive and pemalas at da same time...the weather seems to ponder me to sleep. sejukkk jer kannn kann kann?

mendugongkan diri under my silk thick blanket sambil baca buku english romance ayah zaman 80-an. oh, dun get me wrong, i kinda korek2 our old book collection sbb im bored! xde buku to read nemore! rsnya, smua buku dlm rumah ni mira da uncover the stories...(=_=")

but then again, blame me. Mira mmg suke baca tapi x suke collect. So when theres no one collecting books/comics, so theres no mira flippin and reading.

Time kecik2 dlu, kak long rajin giler kumpul komik and obviously, i took the advantage and join in after dier da habes baca. And now, when shes gone. Living bachelorly happy, dah xde buku belian org nak tumpang... (except for the reader digest subscribe monthly)

anyho, semalam the whole day i was editing (sumthin special), for the upcoming personal celebration and i really hope it work out well... As the editing was done, i kinda feel majorly paranoid smpi rs mcm nak cancel jer the whole plan! Tapi after consult dgn ham, she supported me and i feel a lot better now and just proceed with it.

Most of the tough stage dah lepas, now i just have to wait and see how it goes...

*smile*

cross my fingers its gonna be awesome~! (>-<)x

-the end-

miss em

i miss them... :'(

cakes and cats

yesterday after gamelan class, trus ready packing nak balik for my one week holiday~

yipii~! (^0^)/

after 3 weeks x dtg class, ni first time dtg...to be honest...rindu giler cikgu gamelan ms skill1...cikgu kali ni mcm...sorry to say...busan sket.

passion dier in gamelan nampak tp dier bukan jenis yg bersemangat waja gitu. ckp lemah lembut jerr dgn slang indonesia dier...

pastu since it was my first time dtg clas, he seems mcm x kisah jer...mcm u-dunno-nuthin-i-dun-care-pandai2-la-survive-sndiri~

i was a bit blur by the time i enter the clas, everyone da stat playing song yg mira x familiar lgsg!...kimi bg his eye signal suh main 'gambang' sbb xde org main...(ive been playing gambang my whole life kt skola so mcm x interested sgt nak main da..plus!! gambang ni mcm kena pakai dia otak kiri kanan susah smua tapi bunyi dier mcm x dgr sgt pown....so...x best! haha)

mula2 mcm sux giler and sedihnya, cikgu tu mcm x amek kisah lgsg i ws in a middle of nowhere...i mean,...scusee mee!! need help here!!! hellowww!!

after 10 minutes of stoopid struggling, i kinda bang the whole gambang thing in my head and jump to my skill1 instrument, pekin~

urghhh!!! (bangun then pegi kt instrument laen)

hamek kaw! ak maen benda tu kuat giler babeng! x kisah da klau dilayan ke x~ lalala~ (happy balik)

terigt kt cikgu dulu...x kisah la dier ckp sengau ke apa tpi nmpk a dier nak everyone pandai main...and friendly giler! rinduuu~~~~ T-T

anyways, balik jer rumah mommy ayah suh ready nk pegi rumah cousin in bangi, my twin cousin's birthday celebration~ yayyy!!! dah besaw da diorg~....

ere sum itsy bit pictures~

THE FOODS!!!! (>0<)O
ow ow oww! my cousin Lina ad banyak baby cats and diorg da besar! and my fav is this kitty name, GUCCI!!! comel gilerrr!!!! banyak kali try nak snap her picture tpi dier asik gerakkkk jerrrr...

gerakk


and finally i found out her weakness point...the 'rubbing whiskers'...trus terlelap~ so cuteeeeee!!!!



ops! terjaga plak dier~ XD
THE END!

between crit and chocolate

rs mcm dah lama x blog...ari tu ada tulis pjg lebar pasal masalah jiwa tapi biler pikir2, mcm sakit gila baca balik....

so yes, i decide not to publish it. Yg buruk tu jadikan pengajaran dan peringatan, not sumthin entertaining to be read by public...i assume...

anyho, start balik life from zero...

here goes.

semalam crit was a mess...walaopon requirement cukup smua, alhamdulillah, tpi ms kena assess x smpi 10 minit sbb i was the last person before lunch hour break. (x sabaw naaa nak makey)

so, biler presentation rushing ni mira x gemar sgt. Smua benda mira nak justify kan satu persatu kena skip...and biler skip3...

hampeh...

diorg x paham cmne mira achieve such concept n idea...pastu buat their own assumption..'u dont understand ur client and how did u apply it to ur design'

i mean...helloww....u juz skip half of my theoretically design process~~~!

and now x paham nak salahkan eden pulak~

anyways, some of it ws true...my concept ws 'too' broad..

and i waste a lot of space in my site...

bak kata Br Zamzam (bukan nama sebenar)

'less is more, mira~'

haih~

Even putting too much effort is a crime in designing...sakit dow... (>_<)>

ok...tmrow da start holiday!!! (but! i wsnt too fond bout it sbb half of my cohty dah kena grab dgn my family marriage plan kt kelantan~)

'arg...buhsannya~'

mira sgt malas g tgk org x kenal kawen even they assume themselves as my family which i barely know and muka x familiar lgsg!

might be ayah/mommy punya kawan but still, mcm xde rs excited lgsg nak tgk...biasa pegi sner then truz grab food, aftr makan dah stat merenggek dgn mami nak bali...<---truk giler perangai kan~

3 hari KOT! wat am i gonna do there???!!

p/s: tima kaseh kpd yg support jualan chocolate dr kami (mira ham yg ina), nantikan brownies home made plak!! yummyummm2~~~

-the end-

antara heritage dgn studio

alkisah lepas cohty thipusam,

ak bergegas nak balik uia,

smgat studio pnya psl, dah plan leklok dh nak stopby artshop beli ap yg patot...

concept design daah terbang2 atas pale...

smpi2 je uia ak bru sedar....kunci blik ak dah kena curi.

text rumate tersyg, smua balik esok time studio

'hmpeh...'

(T-T)

p/s: end up bt keje smpi 5 pgi, ak overslept x gi studio. bgn2 dah kol 1pm..(truk giler perngai)

and yes, ak dah teramat pemalas nak blk uia, gamelan ker, heritage meeting ke ak dok kisoh lgsg!

'forgive me...'

ak rs final2 year design ni, heritage preparation agak melampau. ak nk fokus keje studio ak pn x terfokus...aihh~

kisah keluarga

hari ni balik umah sebab esok thaipusam....cohty~

yipeee! XD

forgive me if any of u guys happen to catch my previous 2 totally emo posts...saya mmg cmgini, dlm satu masa tu, ad je time2 miserable~

biler recall balik the post, mcm x appropriate pulak, kutuk2, marah2 org...apa nak jadi la mira ni...

manusia mmg la tak perfect, kenapa nak memarah publicly kt sini. Jatuh2 kan org plak. ishy~

*tutup muka sbb malu dgn diri sndiri*

balik rumah ni bru dapat ketenangan sket. bru rasional sket....

pikir2 balik, mami la tempat ak refer benda2 remeh pasal life ni. Aku slalu tenggelam dlm emosi ak sndiri pastu terkapai2 nak mintak tolon tpi bodoh sombong.

Mekasih mami~

anyways, balik2 td mami hug kuat giler, mami rs mcm ak dah lama x balik...senanya bru jumpa last week. semenjak anak2 smua dah x dok umah ni, mami slalu sorg2...kesian mami..

kak long bz giler keje, hafiz bru jer setaun kt mesir tuh...

ayah plak busy dgn hal ehwal small business dier dgn kelas2 agama yg dier amek.

mami slalu sorg2 kt umah...umah pon mcm dah x teratur sgt sbb mami keje balik lewat gak.

sdih plak...klau tawu cmni, ak patot rajin balik umah biler ad peluang...tapi tu la...ak ada masalah ni, biler terlampau slalu sgt dgn family, mesti banyak benda x best berlaku. sbb tu ak prefer dok mahalah je...

biler jrg2 jumpa ni, bru rasa disygi~ (truk giler kan perangai, dok kl je. drive dr uia x smpi 10 minit klau pecut)

anyways, balik2 je td truz kemas2 umah, tolon mami masak. dgr mami citer2, bsuh baju, teman mami layan drama melayu, potongkan rambut mami...(ak mmg personal hair stylist mami dr dulu lg)....

esok dah kena balik uia balik~

love u mommy, ayah~

the end

breath

haihh~

hari ni sgt kelakar.

tido kol 5 pagi gara2 nak kena siapkan model rumah scale 1:5000 9 ketul...dem mmg tekey~ present site esokkk...koowwwtttt~

awal2 mcm smgat giler, laju jer tangan ni bergerak, bergaya jer, bersemangat je, smooth je...tawu2

WALAH!!! \(*0*)/

da ciap seketul~

biler dah reach pkol 3 pagi n so on so forth, keje mcm dah stat slow...potong salah, ukur2 salah, lekat2, x tepat measurement...

argh!

kol 4 lebey dah mula lemah longlai, tangan pon bergerak mcm menari putri gunung ledang...mata dah stim giler, sore lantang dah jadi lembut dan manja....<--pFf!

pastu balik blik dlm kol 4 lebey, ttbe xley nak lelap plak...

aih...so cara paling efektif nak ngantokkan diri is,

BLOG!

so, sy blog dekat kol 5 lebey...bru tihdo...set jam 7.45am...kena bangon awal, xmo kecewakan mdm lg...kena displin...

sedar2 yg kejut dah pkol 8.30...(wat the fishh!!!??)

(o_O)!!

glabah giler siap2...mata sebam sebum...lari g studio....ready da smua..ok...set...

lps multimedia start dlm 8 minit cmtu..

mdm: ok, i understand ur site very well, the presentation ends.. now i wan to see ur design...(0_o)!

me: (0_o)!!??? cuak giler! perut ttbe meragam, nafas tersedak2....

okok2 relax2...balik blik lu, angkut brg2 dlu...butter paper, buku, pen smua xde...

balik blik...pack brg, g blik ina...baring atas katil dier sat...(tertido)

sedar2 dah pkol 3-4 ptg....(wat the fish!!??)

lawak dowh~

ouwh...citer seterusnya x brapa kelakar...tpi...next post i will share~

nyte!

the end

menyesal

hari ini saya sangat malas.

walaopon tawu presentation esok.

malas malas malassss...

tpi keje tetap jalan....jiwa jer kemalasan...

last friday borak2 dgn yang, baru sedar dah lama gile x lepak dgn dier n ham, sbb now saya dah ad multiple commitment, and studio pown dah laen. relationship kami berempat dah x se-UHU dulu...

saya nak kamu tawu, saya rindu kami berempat lepak sama...nanti2 jom la kte lepak kay~

pastu gamelan dah 2 class x pegi...pemalas giler...dulu amek schedules saturday 8 am lagi rajin dr skrg dah tuka 10 am tpi x pegi....haih~ next week saya determine utk pegi clas dan selanjutnya...kimi mcm sedih je msg ckp rmi x dtg, main pon x best...

saya paham sgt perasaan tu sbb tyme skola dlu pon saya lead group gamelan. Biler krew2 sy x dtg mmg bengang a sbb praktis pon mcm x guna sbb x dpt nak dgr full pack version.

forgive me~

(menyesal moment)

ok, minggu ni terlampau banyak pakai duit gara2 pc fair dgn buat rambut, saya dah teramat pokai!!!!

tapi!

bisnes jualan susu kambing saya telah membuak2 dan duit gaji dah pon msk dlm acc!!! yayyy!!!

kali ni, kena use it wisely....x bole membazir da... x bes bile terasa nak makan sedap2 tp pokai....xmo dah ad feeling cmtu...sengsara perut....

(menyesal moment)

ok~ dah...kena smbg keje buat model...esok dah kena present...kang x pasal2 kena tiaw lg mcm last friday...sian mdm...dun wanna dissapoint her 'again'.

the end

wattt~

good mornin~

thiz week has been hectically peaceful.

bole pulak timbul drama yang my studio master doesnt wan us to know bout the postpone presentation issue but at the end, it burst around the studio like bubbles and....

it transform us from hardbutt working robot to bikini top toe beach holiday...

the work went pretty slow and steady...

of coz, mdm was shocked and frantically disspaointed wit us sbb dtg2 studio, everyone xde and the work x settle lg...

i went back mahala by 5 am lst nite and realized, half dozen msges fillin my inbox the next mornin!

its already 10.30am! and studio spose to start at 8.30! crazy!!!

gilaa!

this final semester...seems pretty...akwardly....packed?

design x gerak lgsg wei...

(--__--)>

anyways, out of all those bitterness, wont forget the sweet candy bean to wish ere~

happy 5 months anniversary wak~ (^0^)/~~~ yiiiii~

the end

tuesday morning

yawdidapadoo~

(^-^)>

hari ni sangat tenang~

bangun pagi, kemas katil, g mandi, balik blik

*tibe2 ujan*

ahhh~ tenang skali~

pastu buat susu kambing panas campur oat kegemaran ayah, makan biskut oat berry kegemaran mommy and roti butterscotch 2 keping~

dihiasi bunyi hujan renyai2,

ahhh~ tenang sekali~

TING!

MAKAN OBAT TYME...

(*_*) yekkk! xmooo.....payetttt~!

the end

memories

well well well

ive been facin tiz heavy flu for quite sum time now and forgive me for those who get infected from me source...it was so unintentional. I shud have wear sumthin to cover those influenza attacks!

gomen ne! (>0<)n

went to the clinic yesterday morning, out of all those usual medz docs gave u, i got one rare drops for my unusual heavy flu. Yup~ its kinda tempting for my nights nostril breathing. It clears off those blockage...save my night dreams~ yipiii!!! ~(^0^)~

thx DOC! v(>0<)v u ROC man!!!

However, it wont only take one day to wash out the virus, so basically im still on road healing from this disease. Pray hard this pain would go ASAP. pls pls pls pls go awayy!!

(>0<)/

and yes, yesterday i cnt make it to the airport. kak long is flying off to south africa (job stuff), for a month. so i wont get to see her again. (isk isk)..

a brother studying abroad and a sister whos currently very workaholic and own one compacted job schedule. urgh~ leave me no choice but to cherish this lonesome hours with my parents. Im basically the closest available one ere.... *huggiee*

okie doke...I just watch ghost of GF...reminds me a lot of christmast~

How powerful memories can change u to a lifeless soul and only a spoon of refreshing memories could magically change you to a person....

a person with feelings~

the end

i am still learning

hellow yolk!!

(i assume u r all eggs in my finest imaginative world)

ive been pretty packed with personal and working matters in my life lately. Family and studio settlements. Some i do not share and i knew little bits of people who care are starting to scratch their noses, wondering...

well, dont worry. I am fine. Im just having other commitment to applaud other than friends and my room.

i am very happy with my current life. But a little bit ignorance to some personal responsibilities which i am yet to outgrown towards betterment.

forgive me thee i am still learning.

My pocket money are eroding through thin air which i barely notice its disappearance. I have to knock my fingers from giving away those valuable rectangular papercut to some random sellers/restaurant.

i have spent too much.

forgive me thee i am still learning.

havent seen my sister for weeks and my perfect meetup day with her were crunched up by those surprising heritage meeting which i do not welcome at all.

I was pissed.

and another surprising research presentation expected from me on da same day were not helping things out. Do not inform me last minute next time. To me...this is very important.

...but people make mistakes.

I have forgiven.

look at the consequences for this minor mistakes:

1. I have to cancel meeting my family
2. Make it through ONLY several hours to meet my sister before shes flying to africa for another month
3. My laundry have to settle another day.
4. unprepared presentation

thee people are still learning...

the end

p/s: never stop learning dear yolks~