FIGHT ISRAEL!!!! (>0<)n

they’re havin tis cool Gaza vs Israel exhibiton at the gallery and
I was like woo! waaa! haa?! WHAT!!! GRRRRRR GRRRRRRRRRR……babi ko, Israel!!!!....

mashing some shoe dirt at the israel’s flag, strike dart to the israel’s ***** .

Green light for mira who targeted the nose! yipeeee!!! (^0^)v

at the next section, there was this dummy dressin like the israel’s army…I guess…

me: yang…this is the ******** who attacked the Gaza people…they killed mothers, childrens, wife, sisters, babies…(wit full emotion)!!!! YANG! THEY ARE DEMONS!!!! (>0<)n
yang: >change expression.....full of hatred and sadness<
me: (err…I didn’t expect her to becme this emotional…I ws juz actin)
Yang: ISRAEL BODO!!!!! (she go punch the dummy’s head)
me: erk!!!?
kluk kluk klukkkk ketuk tuk tk tuk (the head fell and roll on the floor)
me: o~~~k~~~~ NEXT SECTION!!!! (pullin her away from the dummy) she can b creepy sumtimes…sorry dummy (~0`)>

(sounds from the previous section: saper jatuhkan kepala ni?!)
hihihihi!

so basicly..i was havin fun with the exhibiton….good job, asyraf!! (-0^)d
BOIKOT their PRODUCT and SUPPORT the LOCAL’s!!!


the SEMANGAT!


....(creepy)


the BOIKOT! (>0<)


the DART! (did i spell tis right?)


the innocent DUMMY!

dee en-

im 20?

ok ok….hurm..where do I start…its been a while and theres a bunch of things I wanna share wit u guys…!
ermmm….oh yesss! my birthday surprises!! (^0^)n

OMG OMG!! im so happy!!!
everyone was quite tight with assignments and projects…so I dun really mind havin no birthday celebration…seriously…
but one day…

faz: mira, plz pretty plz teman me eat dinner at HS…im so damn hungry!
me: (Dang! I hav a lot of drawings to settle…I mean…not now!!)..err…yang?
yang: psst…I bnyk keje la kena settle…
me: tu la pasal!
yang: ham?
ham: JOM!
me: errr…fine…lets~

they torture me quite long n im getting frustrated tinking bout my untouched drawing n design…
faz told me she ws f***ing hungry but she barely touch her roti canai...(busted!)
yang was ‘acting’ pissed, trying to make things look real….
she really got me n I was playing along wit her master plan….(curse u, yang!) >0<
odw bck to mahalah, I was speedin coz I am desperately worrid wit my work….
leadin all of them, ready wit da rum key, I opened the door and the room was pitchd black and smells…(sniff* sniff*) vanilla? huh?
and suddenly, they all pushed me from behind leadin me towards my…my…my room?
my room was well decorated with balloons and vanilla scented candle…!!! (0o0)/ HAA???

I was like ‘WTF!!!!!’
and kak mira (my rumate) starts to play the ‘happy birthday chords’ and they all started singing…
OMG……they are soooooooo sweeeeeeeettttttt!!!!!!!!! (T-T)<I love them so much!!! love love love love love love THEMMMM!!!!! (>x<) muahhx!

thank you so much for planning these up and it really does beats my heart out…!!!
I didn’t get to snap pictures much coz I was speechless and kinda blur….
i juz smile all da time and honestly, I ws about to cry but…do wan go jatuhkan my macho saham
SO…..(hehehe)

sticking my cool expression and giv them a BIG APPRECIATION BEST FRIENDS HUGGIE!!!!
thank you so much ina, faz, naby, fuza, yang, ilham, atira and kak mira…..realy truly appreciate it!




(my being-tortured face)

damn! im 20? hahaha…. how time flies~

p/s: I do appreciate the others who wishes me and the whole batch singing was really touching…thank you so much, guys~ u gav me a whole new, wonderful birthday experience~ n im gonna treasure it for the rest of my life…May God Bless all of you~ \(^0^)/



-ThE End-

being tagged~~

1.What have you been doing recently?
-play my guitar a lot n compose a lot of new melody ><...gettin stress out!

2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
-yess...

3.What happened at 10am today?
-erm...elpin my mom dryout the laundry..

4.When did you last cry?
-x igt...

5.Believe in fate/destiny?
-for now...nope!

6.What do you want in your life now?
-success...money...love...family n frenz

7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
-umbrella...i dun mind gettin myself soaked wet...love the rain (^0^)

8.What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
-browsing my inbox and sent item msges n also pictures i've taken, play my guitar..

9.What bottoms are you wearing now?
-baggy pants...

10.What's the nicest things in your inbox?
-bunch of fwenz wishin me happy birthday ^^...

11.Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
-no..i prefer it to be neutral...coz i hate relationship stuff buggin my head!

12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
-yes...my right earring...thanks kak mira...

13.What was the last movie you caught?
-congkak...damn sux..! x takowt LANGSUNG!!! ><

14.What are you proud of?
-SKIP!

15.What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
-oldest? 'hi mira, sorry for the late reply..my matric number is *******'<---BORING!

16.What was the last song you sang out loud?
-bring me to life....

17.Do you have any nicknames?
-a lot!!! ><

18.What does the newest text say?
-get a free MMS- My Album <--- BORING PLUS PLUS (>0<)O

19.What time did you go to bed last night?
-early... i dunno y? HOHO

20.Are you currently happy?
-normal mode....

21.Who gives you the best advise?
-ermmm....my close frenz...

22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- i eat everything!!!

23.Who did you talk on the phone last night?
-erm..yah...its bout the heritage meeting thingy..nothin interesting...

24.Is something bugging you now?
-the work and assignment is buggin my head! ><

25.Who was the last person to make you laugh?
-ermmm....my brother...he's BACK!!! (^0^)n

ere i am all alone~

song creation~

'here i am all alone,
all alone on my own,
got no fren to chat,
got no dog or cat,
theres no 1 for me to phone.

but funny it seems to me,
tht all these seems to be,
hey! its not tht bad
im not so sad,
the truth is i feel free~

oh~ free from the pain,
from the game on keeping friendship forever
coz u c to me
frenz dun make me happy...

of course once i had fren
but we werent there through the end

the circle goes....
im alone again~

chorus*
whenever fate taps my shoulder
i try to smile and say its all ok...
plz dun change nothin...
coz i had none...
juz me n my thought...

(guitar solo)

now ive bee tinkin out
wat my life is all about
y cnt loneliness get me when all this time
my life is turning shrowd

destiny sigh for me (hmm)
maybe i would never be..
all tht sad alone
im happy on my own
my emotion think im crazy

of course! i cn cry
my tears still there
but no one really care
wether i smile or cry or fall
nuthin really matters

now tht i got no one
solutide to me is FUN
its natural
im alone again
the world goes on....
im alone again~ (end guitar pluck)

p/s: lgu ni xder kena mengena dgn yg hidup atau yg meniggal dunia...(^0^)n

rejection! (+_=)>

is it better to giv up or keep on trying after being rejected by sum1 u really like?

sumtimes u feel like a total pathetic loser ass trying so hard to get that person…
while the other were responding half heartedly…

makes you feel so stoopid….
so desperate…
so pathetic…

its either u go on wit ur life and find sum1 who really suits u
or stick on liking him/her juz for the sake of oneself satisfaction…

makes u feel accompanied…
makes u feel like ur havin sum1 special to watch and care for…

its sad but it’s the truth…
n the truth cn be painful…
sorry my fren, I cnt elp u

becoz only u cn elp urself wit tis…
rejection cn be a harsh experience…
but…it'll make u stronger...
coz..it makes ME stronger…\(^-^)/

-The End-

WILD NIGHT!! ><

sleepless nights and bunch n bunch of works and drawing….im extremely in need to loosen up, man!
letsssss partyyyyyyy~~~~~ (arber’s accent)

disko dance in the car with some of the pussy cat doll’s music collections!!!
(>0<)//// ow yeaahhh! \\\\\(>0<) ow yeah! yehhhhh!!!

karaoke like a star in the small cubicle wit ur buddiee~~~
we can hear sum school dudes at the next box screaming like crazy singing the rock kapak songs….
hahaha! it was hilarioussss~~~~~ (^0^)n

play 1 round bowling…..
and I scoreeee baby!!! (^0-)v
hua hua huaaa…
plz dun hate me, ina…I was juz testin u..didnt expect u to get psychotic by my provocations. lalala~
after my provoke act, ina fail to bump any pin for three times straight….my words really bugs her…

yang: yarghhh! (wit her high pitch voice)
the ball: dum dum dum drollllllllllllllll……
(after 5 minutes)
yang: alamak..msk longkang T-T
all of us: its ok, yang…good job…good job… (-_-)”
swisshhh swoooshhh (daun berterbangan) (-_-)”
HAHAHA….^^

tired of havin fun, we go lepak at hartamasss and we had our dinner…
nyum nuym nyummmmyyyyy….(^0^)
we lepak there til 11pm while watching some of the wrestlin moves on the huge slide screen.

damn I miss WWE…I’ve used to follow this wit my brother…
cool moves, painful attack, funny dramas, exxgert expressions,…ow, I miss those days...
ina: guys~ its gettin late…lets get bck….
all of us: lets (=-=)<--getting tired n sleepy






tht day was really fun…cnt wait for our next chillin out sessions….
PD! GENTING! LONDON!
awaits us!!! (>0<)v

=the end=

forgive and forget?

well, times really does makes us forget the old revenge
tink back…I dun care less bout wat had happen…
wat pass is pass..
wat do I get from letting myself buggin wit last years problems?
nothin…
only then I realized, forgiving is a wealthy freedom for one hatred soul
I feel….
better…
happier…(^-^)
BUT!
im sorry, dude…
don’t go pulling me back to those moments…
explanations are not the things im expecting…
coz I dun wanna hear a single word of it…
wat done is done…
im creating a whole new empty room in my heart
with no furnitures and stuff…
welcoming u to enter my whole new heart…
as my friend…
+THE END+

SORRY!!!

im so sorry...!

my laptop got eaten by tis HUGE GRUMPY NASTY virus...
it destroyed everything in my laptop!!! (>0<)o grrr grrr die virus!! DIE!!
i cant even get thru da internet...
i cnt control my volume...lost all my music and picture....
lost all my fu**ing GAMES!!! arrrghhh!!!!!!
longing to blog... wuuu wuuu.....T-T



in process to reregister the wireless thingy...

poor bloggie bum gum got so lonely and quiet...

~tHe Ede~