mmm...mood agak merudum malam ni...
pms season probably...<---lame ol female excuse for being so irrationally emotional all the time...
(--_-)> *admitting*
mira x ske compare diri dgn org laen in a bad way...cthnya...benda2 yg bole buat mira rasa jatuh....
'ehh...hebat giler dier...klau nak compare dgn aku yg lemah ni....'
serius x suke...
say wutever u wan but i might have that high pride ego tapi mira percaya smua benda dalam dunia ni...klau KAW bole buat....AKU pon boleeyh!!!!
Tuhan cipta manusia ni samer jer....apa yg bezakan kite is effort!
so juz pump up tht extra effort, ure a champion....
tpi kiter x bole deny sum people x payah nak put a lot of efort sgt tpi berjaya smpi ke bulan...org jenis mcm ni mira susah nak respect and i call them fake successor!!!!...fakers ni sebenarnya diuji Tuhan sejaoh maner dier bole handle nikmat 'senang berjaya' yg Tuhan dah kasi...
so kawan2...kiter x payah la nak jeles ke apa dgn org mcm ni...diorg antara yg diuji Tuhan jugak sebenarnya...
satu lg yg mira pantang is biler cnfident lacking...(shj mira x kisah...smua org ad perasaan x yakin tu)...ANDDDDD!!!! effort zero......
korg baek tanam diri sndiri laaaaaaaa!!!! dok bising ckp diri sndiri truk tpi ader x strive to make urself better?
klau xde...shaddap!
*emo*
anyways, my whole point is...mira bengang dgn diri sndiri becoz tonite, i almost got drown with self hatred...becoz of lumrah comparison syaitoooonnnnn tuh!
a message for myself:
u kno urself better...and whats important is, u have put a lot of effort into it...no more~
-the end-
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